Wednesday, February 21, 2007

workin morning shift today.
i just cliq with ppl by the name of jonathan.
one's my childhood mates
another my colleg.

so went out with jonathan`frag after which
was shoppin at vivo.
and of course tht makes him my carrier.*luffs.
pretti fun going out with him
he's a super duper lame guy.
we'll luffin lyk mad ppl on street.

and by 9pm
i'm dead tired alrd.
so we took a cab home =)

11:04 PMsecret`told

Monday, February 19, 2007

lewis jl and ms princess.
suppose to go down to jack's pub
but pretti sick and tired of tht place.

went ard spore literally.
scary romantic weird funny places.
almost all covered in one day.
frm east to west.

the driftin exp~
exciting man!

5:24 AMsecret`told

Sunday, February 18, 2007

`1stdayofnewyear

uncle dickson was flyin off
send him to the airport with mom and dad
after which dinner at swensen.

returned frm the airport with mom
and dad's out again.
he came to my house.
laze ard..

before tht monkey called ask if i wanted to go to jack's pub
he wanted to send me ther..
but i told him no.
then calls frm my dearest princess diana,
sayin she was bored.
so i said alrights down to jack's pub then.
so in the end he drove me to jack's pub
and he himself went to meet his fren.

gambling gambling!

4:12 AMsecret`told

Saturday, February 17, 2007

its new year eve.
uncle dickson came to fetch me frm wrk.
and we went to grannie house together
can't celebrate new yr due to grandpa's death.
but just a gatherin on new yr eve.

well i'm reali missin grandpa.
somethi just missing without him.
*sign.

11:03 PMsecret`told

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

workin on vday.
thanks for all the wishes and gifts.
it did bring a smile.
roses roses roses lovely roses=)
it's all about roses.

the one i wish for was you.
not a single call nor msg,you told me you still love me didnt you?
do you mean what you said?
i'm doubting really doubting.

11:53 PMsecret`told

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

he came down to tangs with elson
we'll chit chattin and then
he asked me wad i wan for vday.
i was screamin and yellin in my heart.
what i wan is him* as a gift,wrapped.
but tht's impossible.
well is not abt the gift is abt thots.

...
i just smiled and say is not needed.
cause you can nv give me what i wan.

10:35 PMsecret`told

Monday, February 12, 2007

and his actual birthday today.
and the question is..
who'll he be with?
definitely not you v i a n.

10:27 PMsecret`told

Friday, February 09, 2007

his 21st bday approachin
well opened a chalet for celebration
i was told but not invited.*so sweet.
lost for words actually.
his gf will be ther anyway.

tell me how much do i actually mean to you?

10:36 PMsecret`told


alrights collected my result.
did'nt do well,
somehow predicted actually.
well make it to poly still.(=

7:33 PMsecret`told


24hours and less
i'm gonna collect my result.
butterflies in my tummy alrd.
this piece of paper gonna bring me to my next milestone.
doubt i'll do well.
i'm really scared.

12:17 AMsecret`told

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

people ard are askin
valentine ideas..gift,dates,etc..
and this common question just pop out.
so which lucky guy get a chance to spend vday with you?

well vian spendin this valentine with..

Mr Issey Miyake
Mr Jean Paul Gaultier
Ms Narciso Rodriguez

i've got no date,so i'm wrkin alrights*luffs.

8:30 PMsecret`told

Saturday, February 03, 2007

the inner me surface


i don't know what's really wrong with me.
this just isn't my character.

so the story goes lyk this..
i was sick and i went to wrk.
if i'm not ther,
tht gay`jimmy got to wrk full shift.
so i didnt wanna be bad.

and then..

tht fuckin gay scolded me for givin away jpg paper bag
to one of my other colleague.
i mean come on is just a paper bag.
i walked away and joanne was askin me what happen

then tears started to flow.
i felt so weak and bullied
i didnt noe what came over me tht i did'nt even say him back.
tht isn't me at all,so james and QL was tryin to cool me down.*shag.

have i changed?

i'm longer tht strong anymore.


12:49 PMsecret`told

Thursday, February 01, 2007

vian's really sick.

6:48 PMsecret`told

THE`secretLADY

de·mand·ing
dom·i·neer·ing
a·tti·tude·queen
sleep·ing·beau·ty
MONARCH

fam·ily
dar·ling·sweet·heart
cheeky·WL
prin·cess·DIANA
ir·ri·tat·in·MONKEYS
SUPERIOR

Rascal Flatts - What Hurts the Most
I can take the rain
on the roof of this empty house,
that don't bother me.
I can take a few tears
now and then and just let out.
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while
even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again
i pretend i'm okay but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most,
was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
ROYAL

sweets·stuffs
li·ttle·pillow
sketch·book
power·puff·girls
bet·ty·boop
mu·sic
MAJESTIC

ma·ssage·CHAIR
lap·top*done
clo·thes*done
o2·atom
power·puff·girls·bed·sheet*done
heels*done