i can't be the kind of girl who can quietly stand by ur side,
watch your doin and be someone who always silently agrees with you,follow you and dont mutter a single word.
it's because i care tht's why i bother to ask.
it's because i care tht's why i can't keep shut abt your doin.
it's because i care tht's why i wanna know wher you are.
it's because i care tht's why i'm interferin ur probs.
if i don't love,what makes you tink i care?
i'm done with the appreciation,but its you who choose not to appreciate me.i hate doing thing so seriously and exclusively yet only get back truck and loads of disappointment.
I dreamt and I dream of...
walking down the road;
somewhere i can find my happiness;
a place i feel so carefree and happy;
with the someone tht cld really brings me to The-Never-Ending-Laughter Land.
its not a big thing,
but its something i yearn for.
this time, nobody can tell me wat to do, which way to go. I decide myself. we'll see,i'm tired so tired of relationship now.
but ther's somethi i'm so sure of,i'll not tht affected anymore.
probably just to numb frm the previous tht i dont seems to feel anymore.
COME ON,i don't tink i deserve such shits.
i learnt somethi frm grandpa,life still goes on...
will you marry me,my dear?
a success but i must say is quite dull and boring.
but a *yes frm the girl lighten the atmosphere.
congrats guys!=)
It's Christmas in MY`heart.
alrights as usual x'mas at cupid.
with the usual guys ard.
but sadly only manage to take pic with lewis.
the rest will either drunk or missing.
celebrated jon's bday at the same time too
he was dead drunk.
smashin cakes,mixed sauces,red bull..
so all of us ll dancing and yellin lyk crazy.
thanks for the presents,wishes ...
and you guys shld know why i can't wish back=)
you're the best present this x'mas,my love.
it really brings a smile.=)
my girlie girl's happily married.
i want to get married too!! lyk what i've said before 25.*smiles
but wher's my boy! *luffs.
can't attend her weddin due to grandpa's death,so sorry...
is this the season to get violence?
the rest was fine exp JH haha babuseng.
a few stiches here and ther.
i cant stop laughing when i see him.
and after this the next thing was..
robin wackin derrick.*faints.
at tangs sellin fragrance.
working life is full of conflicts.
so when this and that tell me that and this.
it will just be yes yes yes.
and out from the other ear.=)
was shopping at town.*smiles
afterwhich as usual down to jack's pub.
alrights too many thing happening.
1st i've got sprayed by some foam thing.
and it got me pretti irritated.
2nd was robin and jere.
yes guys come on i'm not choosin either one.
what more u guys are gd friends.
i dont wish to spoil the friendship here.
sorry.
3rd was monkey
he said he's gonna proposed to his gf on the 27th=)
all the best man.
4th
i've lost my precious bonia wallet!
money,atm,exlink,keys..
fcuk it.
jon spread to the monkeys as usual
diana to leen,manda..
alrights monkeys was reali nice.
they came down everyday includin after jon's sis weddin.
thanks guys.
breakfast lunch dinner supper.
you guys even bought lunch down
the never fail breakfast and supper
i was really :)
can't express in words i suppose.
thanks.
those concern msg,calls.
i'm fine already.
thanks guys.
catch up real soon.
so this make me smiled.
you guys never failed to be by my side.
thanks.
you'll always be remembered.
yours dearest
granddotter.
dear santa,
i wish for somethi
unforgettable
unpredictable
and somethi got to do with roses.=)
motive of drawing all this
was actually making a book.
with us as the characters and our story,
for his 21st birthday present.
but guess it's no longer needed.
i still remember how his reaction was
i send him this although did'nt told him what was that for.
but he simply show no interest.
i'm still missing those late night calls.
irritation and so..
but guess i'll get used soon.
being sad will be the last thing i'll do for him.*smiles.
alright then..
is time to start working.
but i take the answer as her*
alrights,the game is officially over.
neverless thanks for those memories.*treasured
i'll take a break no more relationship for the moment.
somethi i got to emphasize
stop matchmaking and introducing ppl.
i've eyes to look for myself.
it might be good intention but i hate it.
take note.
a very special dream came true with the word"i do"