i'm sick durin prom night.
took 300++ pictures
alrights uploaded some=)
i'm missing my secondary school life...
he*
decided to make things reali clear.
it took me long enough to realise,
i can't carry on being a follower.
so i told him in 3days time tell me an answer.
M E or H E R.
actually the answer is more or less expected.
someone praise her.
she hasn't got her heels.
sooooo...
is shopping time again.
then again another broken promise.
but well i'm just so used to it.
he claimed that he's sick.
alrights,he's really sick.
am i angry?
alrights pretty...
get well soon boy~
buying this and that this and that.
but how pretty can one get when she is sick.
god damn.
i think i'm treating him differently.
as i said i'm demanding for more.
flaring as and when..
but haven i done enough?
this is the way i'm taking and that got to be the right way.
he came,we witness this sunrise together.
pretty isn't it?
heart to heart talk.
his unsure,his troubles,his worries,his doubts
i'm so sure of my path ahead now.
shopping with jere at town again,
then head straight to jack's pub
alright just came back from there anyway.
mr lewis drove us back.
everything turns out well *smiles.
met up with anne too.
i beileve
i trust
i'm just waiting for the call.
will this be another disappointment?
and i'm sick...
is it me or others?
i'm just not happy with how things are now.
well but my emo period is over.
i'm gonna live my life the way it is.
the way i love,that's me for the moment.
selfish you cld say,but i don't give a damn.
so i ended up meeting the monkeys,slacking at jere house.
making whole lots of noise,the usual disturbing and crapping,oh man that's my life!i just love it this way..sooOooo nice.
bought lewis his snowcap as promise,and tht's him cheeky look huh.
last paper tomorrow LALALALA..=)
alrights,ter was nice he wanted to teach me science.
so he called and nag and spot check if im studyin.
ther's still nice ppl ard me.*SMILES.
what about this guy.
he's my brother best bestie.
which is equal to my brother,and why?
he watch me grow from a little imp to a lady
he've seen the ugliest side of me,just wakie from bed*ha
he nags about my boyfriends
he can't wait to introduce boys to me *pls bro stop it.
he nags about my result
he nags about me coming home late
many many more..
but so many unknown,should i go?
jack took over cupid.
so painting starts today.
it'll be darn fun but i'm not gonna paint but sit ther like a tai tai~
so what's the use of going down?
not helping but creating trouble *luffs.
so i've got 4 choices
jason bday chalet
painting at bq
grannie house
packing my room..
vivo just literally sucks.
so we headed to bugis.
shopping..
he was shopping for his clothes too.
and back to usual place jackson.
so jon,jl,jack,diana and another i forgot his name ha*
came down,the guys will drinking as usual.
alrights i'm back to my normal social life.
with jack crappy jokes and everyone starts laughing.
just love it this way~
o's gonna be over,lalalala.
oh my goodness.
but i'm not gonna be bother anymore.
live life happy and to the fullest vian's motto.*smiles.
everything that goes against my way sorry but *bye.
that's me for now.=)
Kelly Clarkson - The Trouble With Love Is
Ooooohhh…Oooohhhh yaMmmmm
Love can be a many splendid thing
Has another joy you bring
A dozen roses
Diamond rings
Dreams for sale
And fairy tales
It’ll make you hear a symphony
And you’ll just want the world to see
But like a drunk that makes you blind
It’ll fool you every time
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
Gets stronger then your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn’t care how fast you fall
And you can’t refuse the call
See you’ve got no say at all
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
Gets stronger then your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn’t care how fast you fall
And you can’t refuse the call
See you’ve got no say at all
Now I was just a once a fool it’s true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world’s a deeper blue
I’m sadder but I’m wiser too
I swore I’d never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn’t worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
Gets stronger then your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn’t care how fast you fall
And you can’t refuse the call
See you’ve got no say at all
Every time I turn around
I think I’ve got it all
My heart keeps callin
And I keep on fallin
Over and over again
This set story always ends the same
Me standin in the pouring rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two
The trouble with love is (the trouble with love)
It can tear you up inside (it can tear you up in side)
Make your heart believe a lie (Make your heart believe a lie)
Gets stronger then your pride
(The trouble with love is) See your heart its in your soul
(It doesn’t care how fast you fall) You wont remember control (?)
(And you can’t refuse the call)
See you’ve got no say at all
The trouble with love is (Oooo….ya)
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie (the trouble with love..)
alrights not that i've any.
i'm gonna get myself busy with work soon.
and those promise dates.
that should be able to keep me tired and into dreamland.
i suppose that's enough for the moment.
alrights out again tomorrow..
i'll be out today,
tomorrow,
tomorrowtomorrow,
tomorrowtomorrowtomorrow,
tomorrowtomorrowtomorrowtomorrow..
and rest on a sunday.
busy busy busy..
alrights and so this particular person msg me in friendster,the most creative message ever,oh please get a life sir.
and it goes like this..
and that's us,i'm not fully recover from my "shagperiodfromO'syet"look how o's can make a person so damn freaking ugly~
alrights so accompany cindy to shop for gown.
i spotted this cloth and i bought it.lalala
still don't know which gown to wear for prom.
and...
guess what i saw leonard and ahbert.
ha,anyway he message me in the morning..
and we'll talking about it already.
yae,he still looks the same.
he "HOI!" damn loud and i'm still in blurness state.*faints.
one more paper down *smiles.
i was on phone with all my monkeys yesterday.
jonathan was nagging.so long never come down already blablabla...
jere was nagging you everytime put me plane blablabla.
lewis and robin was booking in so short conversation only..
after hanging up the phone
it brings a smile,much crapping thou.*luffs.
what a great day to start with
a morning message.
a great breakfast.
loves
got some lecturing from my beloved`lecturer MS DIANA,
hmph.i shall reveal part on the content.so she said this...
He who is said to be so in love with is actually with another girl who he's not in love with.
He who is said to love you can't leave her for some dumb reason.
He who is said to love you can't even have meet up with you.
He who is said to love you can't even come down when you need help.
He who is said to love you can't understand you.
I just don't beileve those dumb excuses he's always giving.
come on vian,give up and move on..
so i was in deep thots.
i really am lost!
haiz.so if i'm ever leaving..
i'll leave in silence and not make a big huha with him anymore.
like i'm leaving and telling him nots.
cause probably it just my way of making him treating me better and leave that girl.
bitch huh?
but that was the past,
i'm not gonna repeat it anymore.
but yae her words are still in my head.
this gonna be a long entry..
O's Level..
2more papers to go and o's will be officially over.
gosh,i don't even have that damn feeling that the race is about to end,
but instead i feel as thou i've just started.
well well..
i doubt i could even make it.*sign.
i'll be so bless if i did.
Grandpa..
haven't been seeing him for so long,
vian's missing you grandpa.
Him..
alrights what about him..
people are asking "have you got over him,don't be silly"
i've been thinking how? why? and questions start to flood.
i'm having doubts,uncountable ones...
was that a lie or just coincidence?
probably that's why i got so distracted..
yes,he's treating me better compared.
but i don't know why i'm feeling worse.
and i know if this carry on..
i'll demand for more.
i'm lost so lost,tell me what should i do?
probably i should just leave.
times and again said but undone,why?
cause i can't bare too.
i'm just so use to him getting involve with my life
but...everybody just gotta move on in life *sign
we shall see how things goes.
or probably i'm taking away his privillage card.
but i know he would rather me to leave than not giving him any privillages.
rite boy?
mr lewis is in army already.
manage to squeeze some of my time for him that day,
had supper the day before he went in.
think he was feeling pretty emo that day..
message me some stuff that you could never see this monkey getting all so serious.touch perhaps.*luffs.
it goes something like this.."...so many good friends.."
alright so he called me when he was inside
Lewis :"army life sucks,i do things that i never do outside`DOGS!"
Vianni :"but well, all guys go through this to be a man,boy."
i'm gonna get you your snowcap as promise k=) *winks.
beloved `Monkeys..
thanks for being there always
before my o's even ended i'm missing them already.
owe shopping dates with mr robin and...
owe 7days of dating with mr jere and..
mr jon,how's malaysia trip planning coming up?
i'll meet up with you guys real soon..
Prompie Prom Night..Weddings..
pretty dresses
high stiletto heels
styled hair
nails in glam
dollie facie
PRETTY GIRL`here i comee..
Jobs..
i'm working `sales line-perfume..
or probably back to canon..
interview on 22nd.
Meet up..
i'll be meeting up with all the long promises too.
i'm sorry for the delay..
and thanks for the wishes ppl.
much love =)