i'll be off to study,back 3weeks later..


no more msn
no more breakfast
no more supper
no more outing

no phone calls will be entertain
drop me a message or so if it's darn important.=)

missing in action for 3weeks...



BUT,i'll be back.=)
so miss me*luffs.

11:38 AMsecret`told

Nov 1st - 'O' Level Art Paper2

Nov 2nd - 'O' Level Literature in English Paper 1

Nov 6th - 'O' Level Mathematics Paper 1, Social Studies

Nov 7th - 'O' Level Chemistry/Biology Paper2

Nov 8th - 'O' Level English Paper 1 & 2

Nov 9th - 'O' Level Geography

Nov 10th - 'O' Level Mathematics Paper 2

Nov 13th - 'O' Level Literature in English Paper 2

Nov 20th - 'O' Level Chemistry & Biology MCQ Paper 3

11:36 AMsecret`told

no more outie,except monday
cause i'll be collecting my lovely gown.*grins
i've this crazy obsession with gowns now.
i just bought another one.*GOSH
left one more week.
well i doubt this will work out
but miracle could happen in one week.
but then again..
i might not make it.
but too bad..
i just got to face the consequences
for enjoying too much.
anyway i just screwed my pratical on thurs.
damn it.

6:30 PMsecret`told

i've got this strange feeling.
seems like something is missing
or i'm gonna lose something.
is not anyone fault
or perhaps is my.
well as what mr jon said
time will prove it all girl.~

9:39 PMsecret`told

i'm having breathing difficultly
gasping for air kind of?
the same feeling as thou..
i'm gonna suffer from an asthma attack soon.
all thanks to mr haze.
agh.

i was reading cindy's blog.
some conflicts between she and doug.
well i really admired her for what she said.
you rock girl.

CINDY :
but frm my point of view is that since i dont trust him,
theres no point asking.is like even if he were to xplain,
i would take it as excuse.another thing is,
i dont wanna be some irratating gf,
going ard checking my bf's phone,
asking who's this girl who just called,
why u this why u that...
its just so irratating and theres seriously no trust.

9:19 PMsecret`told

i'm not that important afterall.

be selfish that's what i've learnt.

i don't worth that much.

i swear i'll make you regret for what you've did

no doubt.

i'm back to my old self

domineering,attitude,demanding

and the list goes on..

and a new pointer *selfish

you taught me that.=)

after that promise.

sorry but game over.

2:34 PMsecret`told

all shag
but i accompany *him through the night
why?
cause he's sick.
but where is he..
when im sick?
he's not the one that's around
definitely not him.
hey,i'm so tired.


when people say i deserve much better, i always smile it away.what more could i say?

12:47 PMsecret`told

my itchy hand got this started..

9:15 PMsecret`told

afterall i dont look that bad without makeup

do i? *luffs.

8:58 PMsecret`told

8:55 PMsecret`told

chocolates

coke

and i started dreaming..

i just realise
that im making too many empty promises
hardly fullfilled.
be it myself or friends.
the story goes on... ... ... ...

i've been rejecting dates
due to my beloved o's
is not that i've started..
but i just feel guilty going out.

monkeys just got back from malaysia.
meaning mr lewis is going army in a few days time.
and i cant afford to lose any time not even a simple farewell dinner.
alrights i know i'm bad.
but i'll make up for it after my o's,no doubt.

hey guys,i can't wait for o's to end.
it just sucks.agh

8:23 PMsecret`told

b r e a k f a s t

s h o p p i n g

s m i l e s.

alrights headed to town
it's been long since i had such a great breakfast with someone.
i was shopping for gowns..

bought a top from chaos,
guess what i left it in the ladies.
forgotten all aboout it.
5minutes later it's all gone.
nah,just my luck.
i'm dead tired now,hardly could move man.
but overall great day i had.
thanks =)

11:02 PMsecret`told

when i run away from you
chase me
when i pout my lips
kiss me
when i kick and punch
hold me tight
when i call you a loser
just admit it
when i ignore you
i want all your attention
when i pull away
grab me by the waist
when you see me at my worst
tell me i'm beautiful
when i scream at you
tell me you love me
if i don't call you
i'm waiting for you to call me
when i'm scared
hold me tight, tell me everything will be over soon.

jewellery that flare during special occasion only?

8:59 AMsecret`told

if god give me a wish
i wish i could die now
what a fuck tub life.
can i just sleep my life away?
i seems so drifted from everyone.
i feel weird so weird
like as if im an ailen from outer space
so tired so so tired...

10:27 PMsecret`told

6:40 AMsecret`told

6:38 AMsecret`told

i was waiting for my god damn irritating hair to dry
before my beauty sleep.
meanwhile i was reading those previous entries.
pretty stupid thou..
i was typing liKe tHis sOrt Of..
crazy me.
those were the days..

1:03 PMsecret`told

god is fair.
so turn off.

6:37 AMsecret`told

n i g h t m a r e
give me my softiee..

3:56 AMsecret`told

i can't stand the haze
it's killin me
irritates my eyes.
YES,
is that bad.

i know what i'm doing
i know what's happening
i know is time to get focus
i know i can't hide
i know that's truth

but then again..

i can't be bother
i choose not to be bother
i don't want to be bother
leave me alone.
is time to be focus
study time~

6:05 AMsecret`told

art art and art...
i'm still struggling with prep work*goodness.
im not least started with studyin yet.
fcuk it man.
im only left with 3more weeks..
i must get stared.
I MUST I MUST I MUST.

and i came into a conclusion that guys are simply not so simple and they are untrustable.
oh my damn god shit.

6:15 PMsecret`told

i don’t deserve such shit from you people man god damn sick
maybe i’m at fault but i don’t think so.
and i don’t think i owe any explaintation
the usual me i always thinks that im right
can’t stand me?
fuck off then.

7:19 AMsecret`told

my first day out with my shoeis today
i dont know why but i just feel so damn proud*grins.
alrights,ive 3 people wanting to get my sheoeis already.
29per pair.*SMILES
but i only can get started after my o's.

i went back to grannie house..
aunt said that grandpa has been calling my name in his dreams..
mistaken daring for me,*vivian vivian,come...
he has been seeing things too..
hmm sad isn't it.

i must get myself moving.
i seems so stuck~
haiz.

if you don't wanna help yourself,i can't help you either.*i don't care if you hate me for what i did,it doesnt matter.

10:41 PMsecret`told

probably he's just the one.

6:41 PMsecret`told

shopppping..
i top up my candies and chocolate corner.
i got stuffs i need for art.
i think i'm crazy or something.*luffs.
i bought different kinda of shampoo.
trying to come to a conclusion which is better.
alrights so far i've used..
sunsilk,dove,herbal essence and vs sasoon..
i think herbal essence is not bad.*luffs.

i realised i've been making empty promises.
i'm really neglecting my friends,*monkey especially.
sorry to jere especially.
yes,i'm ms plane queen always.=P
i'm just to busy juggling with school and home.
really tiring to run back and forth to grannie place.
i'm not just physically tired but mentally drained out too.
hopefully all this will end so soon.
grandpa is getting better *SMILES

alrights i'll end of with some entertainment stuff...


leonard show me this.. is damn bloody lame and funny man.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JRBo4ncMROE
AND
leeping show me this..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=94SZYWYQc9A

11:15 AMsecret`told

i bought a blank shoeis..
and drew some stuff on it
TADAHHHhhHHhHHHh..

12:17 AMsecret`told

it's been 25hours since my beauty sleep.
was on the phone with ms diana till morning
some crazy idea stike me to meet her.
alrights had breakfast together.
after which went to her house to laze.
saw her art piece, is nice BUT I WAS DAMN SHOCK!
ms princess if you ever read this...
YOUR ART ISH FAR BEHIND,gosh please ...
oh and where am i..
i've finish my course work!YOOUUUUWHHHHOOOO..
now is time to chiong prep work..

alrights headed to grannie house
bought bean curd for grandpa,
and home sweet home
i'm dead tired now.

12:35 PMsecret`told

de·mand·ing
dom·i·neer·ing
a·tti·tude·queen
sleep·ing·beau·ty
fam·ily
dar·ling·sweet·heart
cheeky·WL
prin·cess·DIANA
ir·ri·tat·in·MONKEYS
Rascal Flatts - What Hurts the Most
I can take the rain
on the roof of this empty house,
that don't bother me.
I can take a few tears
now and then and just let out.
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while
even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again
i pretend i'm okay but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most,
was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away

ROYAL

sweets·stuffs
li·ttle·pillow
sketch·book
power·puff·girls
bet·ty·boop
mu·sic

MAJESTIC

ma·ssage·CHAIR
lap·top*done
clo·thes*done
o2·atom
power·puff·girls·bed·sheet*done
heels*done