Monday, July 31, 2006


i got myself a crazy fren.*luffs.

6:08 PMsecret`told





5:58 PMsecret`told

Friday, July 28, 2006

edited pic for diana..


well my life now..
art arT aRT ART AND ARTTTT.

11:19 PMsecret`told

Thursday, July 27, 2006

it seems tht ppl close to me,
aren't tht close animore.
it seems tht ppl nice to me,
aren't tht nice animore.
it seems tht..
it seems tht...
it seems tht....
maybe people changes or izzit me?i did'nt treasure them before?
and i know i can't take it ani longer..
just leave me alone?
fuck off?
and get out of my sight?

sorry,but i'm just feelin down and i can't hide my feelins ani longer.

isn't it sad
when we want seemingly impossble things
and we can't bear
that our dreams are unreachable?

isn't it sad that so few are really happy
and so many
feel like they must pretend to be?

isn't it depessing
when you can't tell anyone
why you feel this way
not even yourself?

isn't it sad
when no one speaks out
and says what's on their mind
for fear of being heard?

isn't it sad that comfort seems a myth?
that reality is so harsh?
that no one understands?

isn't it sad
that there's nothing we can do
to change it?


7:04 PMsecret`told

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

My`LOVE.


10:12 PMsecret`told

Sunday, July 23, 2006

In`themidstOFdarkness.


My`bigbossiesBOSS.

4:13 PMsecret`told

Saturday, July 22, 2006

just came back frm bq
with the bunch of monkeys celebrated Mr Cheeky Lewis bdae.
did'nt actually wanna make a trip down,
cause i reali have no more time left..
but i make a exception for him
Happy Birthday Dude.=)

alrights,
came home and started rushin my art again.
NO MORE TIME LEFT!
.eyebag.darkcircles.pimples.i'm saying hello to you again
i can say,i'm FUCKING drained out already
lesson 1:please don't be last min.

3:58 AMsecret`told

Friday, July 21, 2006

My`dreamland
bring me the magic bean and lull me to sleep.








11:49 PMsecret`told


i'm missin you,bro
life seems so quiet without you
well i missed those day wher i hav to yelled at you lyk crazy to let me use the com.
and the stupid face you used to give me
pillow fight we used to had?
now tht u'r in army the house seems so peaceful.
i missed those noises you used to make.
but i've to wait for 15 more days before u'll return home.
how i miss u bro.

6:32 PMsecret`told

Thursday, July 20, 2006

i'm tired,give me a break.

wad abt my life lately,
as i say i was busy
busy with lots of stuff.
my art,him,frens..etc..
i was totally drained out

yes,i was attach for a moment,
but we broke off.
i just cant juggle with so much stuff,
and the nos he's givin me

he just dun understand the hectic lifestyle that i lead.
does he realli thinks that he's the only one in my life?
and tht i have to give up my studies and friends because of him?
why can't he understand me and stand by me through my final exams?
and it's really an insult to me when he say he can't feels the love that i have for him.
the hurt in my eyes,did he see it?
but now that each of us have gone on our seperate ways,
it's like a burden being thrown into the sea.
well we parted for gd.=)

sometimes in life we just gotta set our priorities rite.
and relationship is not the prime now...
even thou i don wanna leave but somehow or rather i noe,
sometimes it's better too.
i noe now i have to concentrate on my studies
and is nv too late in gettin back into relationship later.

i'm not afraid of storms for i'm learning how to sail my ship

7:24 PMsecret`told

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

1.who's the last person in your inbox?
him*

2. sport you did last?
eh..runnin?

3. last movie you watched?
silent hill.

4. what do people first notice when they meet u?
i'm not them?

5. do you like peanut-butter?
nah.

6. do you read comics?
nah.

7. how pretty/handsome is your crush?
ha?

8. do you like earthquakes?
onli nuts love them.*luffs

9. worst nightmare?
wen my love one left me?hmm

10. favourite coffee place?
coffee beans.

11. wanna be happy?
YYYESSS!who don't wan?

12. your current school close friends?
princess diana & wl?

13. most people would describe me as:
attitude prob.=)

14. one thing you hate about yourself?
FATS.

15. vegetable/s you hate?
almost all?

16. do you like to go out on a shopping trip?
YES,definitely.

17. favorite person(s) in the world?
family.*world best*luffs.

18. can you act?
act wad?

19. favourite past time?
S L E E P I N G.=)

20. Are you happy?
not at the moment.

21. favorite song now?
leavin on a jet plane.


22. what time is it now?
11.46am

23. first thing you do when you wake up?
smell my lil pillow *luffs.

24. where are you right now?
home?

25. what are the things you like to do now?
s l e e p.

26. are you ok now?
har?

27. how many drinks before you get really
drunk?
good girls don drink*smiles=)

28. which of the foreign actors do you like right
now?
ehh...

29. what is love to you?
somethi edible perhaps?*luffs.

30. are you missing someone?
yes badly.

11:43 AMsecret`told

Sunday, July 16, 2006

i wasn't faithful to my blog.
ha practically i've been busy,
with him,my art,princess diana and wl.=)
and i'm missin my bunch of monkeys.*luffs.

1:22 AMsecret`told

Sunday, July 02, 2006


5:59 AMsecret`told


music marathon

can u imagine vian croakin her voice
and dancin in the middle of a shoppin centre*phew.
well just for the sake of the word`fun.
it was a blast wen our class perform.=)
and we were ask for an encore
alrights den headed down to lynn chalet pretty rush thou.

as usual chalet flooded with noises and fun..
shall not elaborate.
saw lele and tong.sweetie pies=p

ok den the story goes lyk tht..
GIRL A actualli brought her silblings down
hmm one 7 and another 9.
den left them ther,sayin tht she's goin to collect clothes fer them.
rite and tht was afternoon and she nv came back till next mrng.
wen all of us were freakin waitin for her to check out.

she came,btw she's a butch.
ok anne ask me go tok to her cause daniel ald veri angry.
quoted by him"a sleepy man ish a angry man" lol.

as all of them noe vian temper super hot.
so i went to meet up with her and started yellin.
den she yell back thinkin tht she alwaes ritee.
abt to wack me up i suppose.
i'm seriously not at an advantage of winnin cause i noe her strength.
after a period of time of yellin.
i got fuckin pissed off and i called anne.
anne den told them tht she actu yelled at me and..
leo got so fuckin pissed off..
and chase after her.
well words to describe her irresponsible SLUT.

5:16 AMsecret`told

THE`secretLADY

de·mand·ing
dom·i·neer·ing
a·tti·tude·queen
sleep·ing·beau·ty
MONARCH

fam·ily
dar·ling·sweet·heart
cheeky·WL
prin·cess·DIANA
ir·ri·tat·in·MONKEYS
SUPERIOR

Rascal Flatts - What Hurts the Most
I can take the rain
on the roof of this empty house,
that don't bother me.
I can take a few tears
now and then and just let out.
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while
even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again
i pretend i'm okay but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most,
was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
ROYAL

sweets·stuffs
li·ttle·pillow
sketch·book
power·puff·girls
bet·ty·boop
mu·sic
MAJESTIC

ma·ssage·CHAIR
lap·top*done
clo·thes*done
o2·atom
power·puff·girls·bed·sheet*done
heels*done