Friday, June 30, 2006

my new haircut hmm..*luffs.
alrights i hav holidae frm fri to tues.
how sweet rite =)
so i'm free to have a date ha.
busy week..headin down to lynn chalet later ..
2:53 PMsecret`told
Sunday, June 25, 2006
SLEeEeePp.i didnt freakin sleep the whole night,
and suppose to eat breakfast.
well den ms diana fell into her deep princess sleep.
alrights then ying called.
met up with her,
shop for jason bdae present...
and headed down to the chalet.
well den felt pretti strange and..lil uncomfortable.
well all unknowns*ha.
after the presents and a few smiles=)
we went down to jackson for billard.
met up with jon,xt,lewis,jh,jl and diana
had our supper..
and ms diana headed to my house..
guess wad mommi sae...
"so early and u'r home?tht's strange."
mom cause..
it's been abt 36hours since my last sleep.
*YAWN,is bedtime.=)
"A day without laughter, is a day wasted ...."
1:17 AMsecret`told
Saturday, June 24, 2006
i'm movin on..so much improvement tht i nv knew,
nv noticed tht it cld be tht great.
learn to move on,everyone told me tht.
and i told myself,i wun fall
i'm too strong to fall.
and even if i did,it's not abt how mani times i actuali did.
but is actuali how fast i cld actuali pick myself up
move on and lead life lyk before.
"but still sometimes, when the wind is warm or the crickets sing, i dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for."
5:07 AMsecret`told
Friday, June 23, 2006
disturb?matchmake?pairin?stop it, it just irritates.alrights.
12:13 AMsecret`told
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
who's late?alrights we r suppose to meet at 4pm
but in the end ha,we all woke up late..
i mean me and cliff*luffs.
so we ended up meetin at 6pm
alrights me,diana,leonard and cliff.
had our dinner*salmon butter rice ha..yummy.
den followed by shoppin,billard..
ended with movie "silent hill"
and it seriously sucks.
alrights afterall great day.=)
2:16 AMsecret`told
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
i got my bonia wallet haha.
alrights mani chalet comin up
jason and lynn chalet,one week after another.
hmmm..
9:51 PMsecret`told
Monday, June 19, 2006
alrights just wen down to lewis new house,
pretti spacious hmm nice=)
watched vcd and ordered pizza hut.
alrights den headed down to watch soccer.
as usual the guys will drinkin.
pretti excitin to watch in grps.
so when they score everyone shouted *GOALLLL..
just got home **shag man.
5:02 AMsecret`told
Sunday, June 18, 2006
went down to coach one of the guy frm cannon..
well den headed down to town..
diana,shellen,jere,robin,jl
neverless shoppin day,
not much things for myself but more of presents*ha=)
den we went for supper at geylang
den home sweet home.
till den great day.
heard a bad news,
well my granpa health condition has worsen.
no longer under control.
well,i'm just lost now,
why do bad things happen one after another.
can we replay the story once again?
or can time stop at tis moment?
or wld my fairy-godmother grant me a wish?
i just wan him to be health once again.
i still rmb when i was young he* just love to bring me out
hoppin onto his car spinnin round the world.
and till den my hands will be flooded with candies and chocolates.
BUT NOW...
1:45 AMsecret`told
Thursday, June 15, 2006
being a good girl for the past few days,
due to my sickening illness.
could actually hardly get off bed.
not even my favourite past time,lyk tokin on phone?
due to the lost of voice..
lieing,lazyin ard.*proof.
after 3long days of being at home..
ish time to stretch abit and do some shoopppin!!!
althou not fully recovered
BUT still..
haha me and princess diana headed to causeway point.=)
wad a great day after being trapped at home.
1:39 AMsecret`told
Sunday, June 11, 2006
the time now ish 9.40pm,
and i'm dread tired.
ish sleepin time.*yawns.
9:40 PMsecret`told
Saturday, June 10, 2006
i got 26missed calls frm Mr Jere,
tis evenin..
u rock boi.
wen for supper ard 4am last night?
ha..with jere diana jon and xt.
den home sweet home..
AND THEN.
i'm
SICK.down with fever.flu.cough..agh.
9:27 PMsecret`told
Friday, June 09, 2006
I know they say if you love somebody
You should set them free (so they say)
But it sure is hard to do
Yeah, it sure is hard to do
And I know they say if they don't come back again
Then it's meant to be (so they say)
But those words ain't pulling me through
Cos I'm still in love with you
I spend each day here waiting for a miracle
But it's just you and me going through the mill(climbin' up a hill)
This is the long goodbye
Somebody tell me why
Two lovers in love can't make it
Just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart?
No matter how hard I try
You're gonna make me cry
Come on, baby, it's over, let's face it
All that's happening here is a long goodbye
Sometimes I ask my heart did we really
Give our love a chance (just one more chance)
and I know without a doubt
I turned it inside out
And if we walked away
would make more sense (only self defense)
But it tears me up inside
Just to think we still could try
How long must we keep riding on a carousel
Going round and round and never getting anywhere?(on a wing and prayer)
This is the long goodbye
Somebody tell me why
Two lovers in love can't make it
Just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart?
No matter how hard I try
You're gonna make me cry
Come on, baby, it's over, Let's face it
All that's happening here is the long goodbye
he long goodbye
The long goodbye
This is the long goodbye
Someone please tell me why
Are you ever coming back again
Are you ever coming back again
Are you ever coming back again
Guess I'm never coming back again.
2:47 PMsecret`told
i've choosen the wrong path,
headin towards the wrong direction,
towards somewher i don't belong.
and i realised i was just lyin to myself all tis while
livin in my dreams,
wher i conquered the world and manipulate every single thing.
just lyk a lil princess.
i'm entangled in tis mess for quite sometime,
been thinkin thru the night,dropped my last tear...
the3questions i posted to you,the answers r clear enuff.
and i came into conclusion tht is time to wake up.
ish either me or her,you can't have best of both world.
neither m i choosin over u or him.
i'm takin awae none.
as usual how can i not be affected,maybe just puttin a front act .. guys just don't expose me alrights,and bare with my attitude.=)
just lyk wad jack say :you are 1year older now,1year closer to being a women and 1year wiser,like what i say before..know when to let go and know when to hold on.
7:31 AMsecret`told
Wednesday, June 07, 2006

i've bought 2 of tis haha..
LOVE THEM LOTS!ppg saving the world before bedtime ha.
11:38 PMsecret`told
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
just who am i to be anxious?
just who am i to be over protective?
just who am i to be sensitive?
just who am i to be domineering?
just who am i to be demandin?
just who am i to be selfish?
just who am i to be worried?
just who am i to be concerned?
just who am i to be jealous?
just who am i
just who am i
just who am i
just who am i
just who am i
just who am i??could you please tell me...
girlfriend?best friend?good friend? or maybe even just friend?
i was outside last night looking at the stars and they reminded me of you.
9:19 PMsecret`told
Monday, June 05, 2006
been really really busy..
as usual not attendin sch.
well i just ended my pc fair show.
freakkkkkkin tired man.
BUT neverless i enjoyed it.
kinda of missed days at wrk.
saw most of my ex colleg..
reminded me of those days wen i woke up early..
headin to wrk with with a smile ha!
not reluctant sorts lyk goin to sch.
don ask me why hmm..
and thanks dude..
for those food you ppl bought for me.
and offerin me rides home,
appreciate tht much reali,thanks thanks=)
12:54 PMsecret`told