glamours i l e n ce,ashesof`d e a droses.

Friday, March 31, 2006

it's been a realli realii busy week,
stayed back fer extra lesson now and then..
tuition wen i reached home,
or ish either i'll be at grannie place.
LOTS of hw to be completed..like LOTS.
i've been like s u p e r shag.
but things r just so diff now..i don even hav the time..
or shld i sae mood/strength to reply msgs..
BUT..receivin mrng msgs reali brings a smile.=)
thanks ppl.

and after a long dae..
i wun even hav tht freakin energy to tink of anith wen i reach home.
but wad i noe ish sleeping time.
sleepin early..but still sleepin in class?
no more late night calls fer me but seems like things aren't gettin aniwher better.
GOSH..i tink i realli need a break and some fresh air.
i've been countin down ..for fri and sat.*grins.

and todae ish a F R I D AY ..lol
and i need a damn god rest *HOME.
alrites bbq tml again..haha insane rite..
every sat bbq,but well i just love the beach,
and of course the bunch of monkeys=)

once in a while, i will think that, i would have wished i never known you. but then, there's no difference now isnt it. we no longer knew, each other existence...

3:39 PMsecret`told

Thursday, March 30, 2006

some lame stuff drew durin art lesson..

`ART no experience is necessary.

10:42 PMsecret`told

Sunday, March 26, 2006

ohh man it's time to get started,i wanna study..

i repeat I WANNA STUDY!

so i came up with the lamers thing to motivate myself.

if i'm slackin and i nv study durin weekdaes,

i shall ban myself frm outin on weekends.

sounds great isn't it.

SEE..so i can get started.

cause i noe i'm laggin behind,as in SUPER SORTS OF.

well well VIAN WAKE UP AND GET YOUR ENGINES STARTED PLEASE.

8:46 PMsecret`told

alrites bbq todae..
the usual monkeys of the century.
suppose to be out with him..
but we quarrelled.
seriousli till now,i can't get it rite wad kinda of guy ish he actuali?

nothi much..
was walking along the beach,with jon..
just love the breeze,the stars..
how i wished he was right beside me at tht moment.
and wen i saw couples..i tink of him*
but,i noe i was just dreamin..or maybe wishin.
hopin for a miracle.. tht ll nv come true.

u can fall in love in an instant,it's letting go that takes time..

1:27 AMsecret`told

12:20 AMsecret`told

Saturday, March 25, 2006

hav i or not let go..
don ask me,i reali dun noe.
alrights,let time decide everythi whether or not tis will last.
i mean ..lets wait till a point wen his name will start vanishin frm my blog entries=)
and..i suppose tht's wen i put a fullstop to our story..
and the next chapter of my life begins.=)

but i suppose all tis r reali endin soon..
it's been at least 2daes or so since we quarrelled,
but till now..
i did'nt receive a single msg or call frm him.
neither did i bother to do the job.
well enuff ish enuff.
but tis certainly shows alot..
it shows tht life with or without me does'nt make ani freaaakin diff to him at all.
alrights then so be it.

i can forgive,but i cannot forget..and all tis accumulate.rmb tht's wad u told me.

12:37 AMsecret`told

Thursday, March 23, 2006

s i c k

7:29 PMsecret`told

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

nothi uncommon,we quarrelled again yesterdae fer the most slightest lil thing..well wher has my privacy gone too?he was actually questionin abt my wher bout...who,wher and wen? and wen i kept a shut he was pissed and now so m i.i mean come on my status ish still single,and seems like u r tiein me down.dunch be sucha lose lyk tht,since u alreadi made ur choice? her and not me.don come tell me u don love her tht sorts of crap.and wad a fool of me to actually ALWAYS choose to beileve u..u and ur lamers fakers excuses...i repeat i used the word choose..come on is not as thou i dunch noe wad's goin on but is a choice made to actually lie to onself?how dumb can i actually get.but seems lyk the promise i've made had alreadi shaken...and i jolly well know our endin wun be a nice one? maybe and why not? i shld just let go ..at least our memories wld still be a memorable one and not stained.i dunch noe all tis r just words of anger Or?but i noe i'm mentally drained out alreadi and at times tis questions really woke me up..whose hand ish he holdin?who's he actualli huggin?ish not u tht he called dear"..all in all who does he love? izzit y o u OR h e r?come on vian, WAKE UP!!!can i or can i not let go..

and someone told me tis "don let anyone spoilt ur dae,cause the dae belong to u"...thanks dude=)

10:25 PMsecret`told

Saturday, March 18, 2006

my phone got freakinli bomb by jon..
wakiee..at 1.26pm i suppose.
he was like " get prepared in half an hour times k."
i'm reachin..
wen he sae? 2.30..
freakin hell..rushed up and down the house like some maddie..

wen to pick jere up..
headed to his house,waited fer him to get change etc..
then headed to marina south for steamboat!!*yum..
almost all was present.. like 10person..yae.
those usual..then after which ..
wen to colour zone..and chill out.
then yumin and shellen came down after wrk..=)

i'm so freakin shag now...*yawns.

4:15 AMsecret`told

Monday, March 13, 2006

8:56 PMsecret`told

okies.. went to the art museum..
suppose a sch outin..
Mr leow was like saein it was 10..
so the bunch of us met at 9++ at ps..
THEN HE SAY IT'LL GOING TO BE AT 2!!!
i mean like wtf????????????????
you don't hav to freakin tells us last min.. u idert.
so we randomly shop at town..and
as usual.. i nv failed to shop fer clothes..=)

8:04 PMsecret`told

11th march`06
slept late yesterdae..
after which woke up early in the mrng!!
like at 8am tht sorts??
was pretti excited fer IT fair..
well...
my 1st dae at work for shows.
diff kind of ppl i actually met..and
ish like so freakin busy and i don even hav time to drink or eat..
veri nice of patrick to buy food for me ...thanks dude =)
ended at ard 10.30..
and coyl fetched me home=)
i was like S U P E R shag wen i reached home..

12th march'06
total my sales fer the 2days...

56sets of printers sold.=)hahaha

i missed the freakin target fer top3 sales person..
by just one set..!!!!!!!agh.

7:56 PMsecret`told

Saturday, March 04, 2006

i got my bunny!!!!!
well i just love my bro,
he just pampers me.

went down to holland.v petloverscentre.
spend ard 300++
got a pretti big cage,
food(diff kinds)
toys
a small lil carrier..
haha so pampered isn't it.

well well..
I JUST LOVE MY BUNNIE `popotilo.

i'm a girl,with attitude and tinks tht i'm a princess.
and i don denied the fact..
if u cannot stand me,den wad u waitin fer?
just g e t o u t ofmyway?

10:02 PMsecret`told

Thursday, March 02, 2006

i was entangled into irene's prob..
which is obvious not me?*luffs.
but a pretti big huha.. entertainment to my class..well well.
http://xiaomaaoren-.blogspot.com/
her tagboard.. which ish nort me.
how childish can a person actuali get..
but well.i cannot be bother.=)

o r a l.. speech todae..
i was freakin SCARREEED..
mummblin thru watever i got to read..
arrrrhhh ..nightmare man.

11:20 PMsecret`told

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

well pretti borin week..
same routine tht actuali repeats everydae..
frm mon till now?..
sch.home.sleep.tv.sleep.
borin isn't it..

okies..
ther's a big h u ha. between mi and my bro..=pPPp
he's buyin rabbits fer me!!!!!
well, i can actuali buy it for myself.
but wen it's actuali a gift frm someone else.
it actuali make it reali special. =)

just like a soft toy,wen u get it fer urself..
it just looks reali ordinary..
but wen it's actuali a gift..
it's just look so special isn't it?ha.

If I ever saw an angel, it was in your eyes

7:32 PMsecret`told