i was on phone till 3am
it's been long since tis happened.

i woke up at abt 3+
12hours of sleeping (-.-)zzZzzZz
super tired.
guessed wad.
i went back to sleep again after eating
how oink oink tis kan be.
woke up at 8

online till....now
suppose to study .. but.
i nv.=Xx

10:17 PMsecret`told

i love FRIDAY.
cause it means..
tht i'll have 2 consecutive days zZzzZzz

school was totally crazy today.
we were acting like penguin in the toilet.
imitating how they walk lolz.
and we look damn retarded.. [diana exp]
but somehow it started frm me lolz..

i'm back to my usual self=))
as usual,every friday,shopping day!
pratical me.i'm out shopping.
went town todae
and i bought shoes...
sweet stuff from meiji,
and i'm holding a hand full of paper bags.

and i realised i keep asking myself tis question
:when r u gonna start studying?????

answer
:i want to but something seems to be stopping me?

diabetic feeding on chocolate; you know it's wrong/bad yet you still succumb to temptation.

10:01 PMsecret`told

Natalie Brown//In my dreams

Even though, we said goodbye,
Quite some time ago
There's a strength, of love in my heart
That just can't let you go
It seems like even when i go to see
Images of you my mind still keeps

And I still see you in my dreams
No matter how I try it seems,
That a deep part of me,
just can't forget
That a big part of me,
still has regrets
And I can't seem to let,
All the love I had for you go

Sometimes,
I wait with your face in my mind
Somehow,
I thought that I left those memories behind
It's seems that you have left my heart frusturated
With vivid memories your smile created

And I still see you in my dreams
No matter how I try it seems
That a deep part of me,
just can't forget
That a big part of me,
still has regrets
And I can't seem to let,
All the love I had,
for you go
I still see you in my dreams
Yes, I still see you in my dreams
Yes I still see you in my dreams

7:38 PMsecret`told

took my height and weight todae..
i lost 2kg and my height increase by 1cm
taller and slimmer =))))

geo and ss test tml..
i doubt i gonna study fer it..
and i studied fer yesterdae chem test =))))))
whahahahhaha
i studied .

7:33 PMsecret`told

she is wanted in my list.. re-becca

i finally irritated her..
it always seems like an impossible task
but i somehow accomplished it today =X
methods of irritating re-becca

1. i bugged her to play tick-tac-toe with me [lolz]
2. i disturb her with [_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _][fill in the blank=p]
3. i tempt her with my sweets and she will be like GIVE ME.. plz..plz la.. like some kids.
4. i ransacked her art work...

she checked my stuff when i was away for pe.[ adapted frm becca blog]

i nv...i was seeing ur artwork .. and i did it guang ming zheng da...=PpPPp

alrite now she makes me sounds so childish doing all tis,which ish so unlike me.=P

today is just another typical sch day,of mainly disturbing becca.. alrite chem test tml.

7:17 PMsecret`told

o3rd may : english paper1 /chinese paper1

12th may : social studies/pure lit

13th may : elective geo/science[bio]

16th may : math paper1/science[chem]

17th may : english paper 2/chinese paper2

18th may : math paper2/chinese listening

19th may : art paper

7:48 PMsecret`told

happy birthdae //geraldine =)))

11:11 PMsecret`told

i'm craving fer mcdonald sausage mcmuffin!!!!!!!!!!!!!
since like wednesday?
everday i go sch nagging..sausage mcmuffiiiiinnnnn.....
sausage mcmuffiinnnn... sausage mcmuffiiiiinnnnnnnnnn.....
until ppl like jasmine,diana,manda,cerlyn,leen goh,christina
was like again??.../shut up,don tempt me/still sausage mcmuffin arh?
i woke up like super early today at 11.30[earliest saturday ever]
ask dad to fetch me there..
and guess wad..
SOLD OUT...agh
i wan my sausage mcmuffiiinnnn.....

5:49 PMsecret`told

i was once a person,
who picks up broken fragments
and glueing them back together again
but i know..

what is broken is broken,
mended whole was nv as gd as new.
and i told myself
"rather rmb what it is the best,than mend it and see broken pieces"

\\ there's no hard feelings, no one to blame, just two people who don't feel the same ."

// maybe this is what i need, a new start, for the new term.

now i realize that u're no longer mine. but i'm hoping tht the pain will ease in time. although
you're not here with me , i won't say goodbye. because u alwaes live in me as long as i survive.

9:06 PMsecret`told

i can't cry anymore.i'm gonna bite my lips to stop myself from crying i know *you are in love with another right now so i have to sit back to watch my world disappear

8:22 PMsecret`told

2:48 PMsecret`told

Pl Concert Band : Silver Award=)

2:27 PMsecret`told

somehow tis came across my mind..

what if both good friend fell in love with the same guy?
and they know that they love the same guy?
what would you actually do?

well, got three options.
1st : let your good friend have him. while you suffer in silence.
2nd: since you love the guy, you should go for him, and not let others have it.[selfish?]
3rd: have a fair competition.

i'll choose 1st one.

1st friendship
2nd love

good frenz are hard to come by,
the guy also have to choose who he wants to be with?

if he choose my friend,
i'll wished them all the best

if he choose me,
and he knows that i'll nv be with him
because i somehow gave him up?
because i tink friendship is more important?
if he loves me he should understand?
shld'nt him?

the only choices left being with him ish..
my good friend get attached to another guy,
or somehow i know she don't love him animore.
i'll get attached to him.
IF he ish a good guy?
he will wait fer me,
somehow is still the guy choice.

I don’t want a guy who can make my insides melt when I look at him today. I want a guy who can make my insides melt when I look at him, breathing my last breath, a lifetime away from today

9:03 PMsecret`told

just came back frm grannie house.
suppose to hab tution but
she changed date?

alrite,
nuthi much..
but i ..
just wasted 1week again
watching wad women wants now ?
super lame and funni.
somehow the show made my day =)

lp happi b'dae =)

7:22 PMsecret`told

did'nt bother to study
thus
i totally screwed up my chem&bio test todae
for chem i pratically left 2pages of structure question blank.
onli ans the mcq like 5question onlie?
ish a 100% failed.
for bio
somehow i ans,but anyhow?

i stayed back todae ,
went back for band somehow to see the section.
sectional todae was pretti alright,
eve took sectionals..
juniors was super crappy and lame.
some blue thingie? make us luff like mad
alrite their syf in 5days time.
all the best =)

u've left me, i can't seem to get u off my mind thts when i realised u had me hynotized

9:01 PMsecret`told

wad wld it be like to swing on a star, or walk on a cloud? wld it be anith like wad I feel whenever u are near?"


somehow we will talking and ting told me tis:
wo yuan bian chen,
tong hua li,
ni ai de na ke tian shi,
zhang kai shuang shou,
bian chen chi bang shou hu ni,
ni yao xiang xing,
xiang xing wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li,
xin fu he kuai le shi jie ju

8:37 PMsecret`told

went to parkway again..
went there to collect my ebase top i order.
last saturday.

memories still lingers
somehow i drew tis on my sketch bk again...
it kinda of reminds me abt u?

7:11 PMsecret`told

went to meet leen at parkway today..
suppose to go east coast ..but rained?
walking aimlessly at pw?
helping lewis to find his stead monthsary present.

den went down to meet jon and jl..
went to jon house to wrap and write fer lewis the present?
ish some sort of a cushion? long one.. where ppl put on the chair.
then we some sort of deco the thing..
with written lyris of "nothin gonna change my heart for u"
ended off with the aniversary date and
[i nv had a dream come thru till the dae i found you..i'll stand by you now and till forever,iloveu]
den my job to wrap it up with ribbons etc. look like some cert.

alrite reached home abt 11+
uhmm.

I don't need a lot of things
I can get by with nothing
Of all the blessings life can bring
I've always needed something
But i've got all i want
When it comes to loving you
You're my only reason
You're my only truth

11:26 PMsecret`told

sports meet today..
we went late?like 10++
went to eat mac before going.
when we suppose to go at hmm 7am?
ended at 12,
mich droves us back...

reached home,
nort feeling veri well todae.
but ...
still went town as promised.

neoprint madness today.
saw jac at neoprint there,
she does'nt seems to recognize me?
when i called her.she looked super blur?
well.. chit-chatted fer awhile den when off le..=)

walked taka den went bugis...
super uncomfortable,
feeling super sick,
ask dad to fetch me home frm bugis
so went home early.(sorri gurls)

he wiped the tears from my eyes and whisper "i'll always be there for you."

9:06 PMsecret`told

de·mand·ing
dom·i·neer·ing
a·tti·tude·queen
sleep·ing·beau·ty
fam·ily
dar·ling·sweet·heart
cheeky·WL
prin·cess·DIANA
ir·ri·tat·in·MONKEYS
Rascal Flatts - What Hurts the Most
I can take the rain
on the roof of this empty house,
that don't bother me.
I can take a few tears
now and then and just let out.
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while
even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again
i pretend i'm okay but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most,
was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away

ROYAL

sweets·stuffs
li·ttle·pillow
sketch·book
power·puff·girls
bet·ty·boop
mu·sic

MAJESTIC

ma·ssage·CHAIR
lap·top*done
clo·thes*done
o2·atom
power·puff·girls·bed·sheet*done
heels*done