images of you kept flashing,
i just don seems to able to get over you.
but why?

someone ask me to go hear tis song.
she asked: "r u feeling like this now?"
i smiled =)

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
How it could be now or might have been (or might have been)
All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to

A part of me will always be with you
Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time
And tomorrow can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
How it should be now or might have been (or might have been)
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will,
you know you will oh baby
You'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
Because love is a strange and funny thing (and funny thing)
No matter how I try and I try
I just can't say goodbye no no no no

I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say (never found the words to say)
You're the one I think about each day (you're the one I think about each day)
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
with you

11:19 PMsecret`told

i just realised tht..
oreo ish so super nice =)
i ate like 9 pieces in 1short.hmm..

sch..
today lesson was super (RA)
math lesson exp.
shall not go into details. =Xx

tution in half and hour time.. sianz

6:49 PMsecret`told

Oh, Why You Look So Sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don’t be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through’
cause I’ve seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
You don’t know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you

So if you’re mad, get mad
Don’t hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well I’m a lot like you
When you’re standing at the crossroads
And don’t know which path to choose
Let me come along

’cause even if you’re wrong
I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Take me in,
into your darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you

And when...
When the night falls on you, baby
You’re feeling all alone
You won’t be on your own

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you

I’ll stand by you
Take me in,
into your darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you

1:06 PMsecret`told

did'nt attend sch today,
i'm still sick.

but i don seems to care?
cause i'm going to eat
the thai tom yum at simply thai lata =)

which i tink it will make me worse.

1:00 PMsecret`told

went out todae,
shopping with leen.
the clothes was reali tempting,
but i manage to control myself not to buy ani.
after all.. i hab a box of new clothes untouch.
and i've told myself to finish wearing all of them
at least 1time,to get new ones =)
i hope i can control.=X

went to meet jl and jon after tht at bugis,
pool all the way and dinner,
then went shopping awhile.
then they send us home...

jy come my house lata..
took pic then we go eat supper...
hmm tht's all for todae.

after all life sucks.

11:42 PMsecret`told

i've been havign sleepless nitez
and i drink myself to sleep..

as usual .. i hated sch.
going sch just to zZzZzz and waste my time awae,
i know time ish flying,
but i don seems to care animore.
the mind set of studying is no longer there.

good and bad news to announce.

good news ish...
i hab finally lost weight 3kg =))

bad news ish...
i'm sick,down with fever,flu and cough.

and i came to realised tht,
i've quieten down alot recently.
not responding much to wad others had to sae,
or shld i say i cannot be bother animore?? anti-social?
i lead my own life ,
doing things the way i like...
no longer caring abt,
how others r looking at me.
living in a world of my own? i suppose.
ish this suppose to be good or bad?

i don noe wad has come over me.
but i seems to keep everything to myself now.
and i'm not bothering abt how others r looking at me animore.
i'm just doing things tht i like,
i can't be bother to do things like before just to pleased someone?

i feel so pressed down,
and i noe ..
i cannot take it animore...


sometimes I wonder, is this a dream or is this true?

9:39 PMsecret`told

images flashing,
memories still lingers.

way back 2years ago?

"He onli wants to be frenz wif you!"
is wad ppl were saeing.
i didn't noe if it was true
so my feelings were delaying.

each n everydae we got closer
n you became very dear to me.
my feelings grew so much stronger
it was obvious to see.

ur life has taken a turn fer the worse
and i tried to help u stay strong thru it all.
but i wasn't able to take every call.

i dun wan u to leave me
i dun wanna be alone

ppl sae i'm crazy n i shld move on,
but they dun understand the feelings
i hab fer u..

18thmarch`05
i shed my tears once again fer u,
but i noe tis will be the last tear drop.
it hurts.
reali it does.
out of force i say tis."we betta end of as stanger then frenz"
i cannot accept the facts tht the guy i fall in love with
is in the arm of another gurl.
i'm selfish.

pals: forgive me fer my attitude

If we can not have things we like, we must learn to like things we have




i shed my last tear fer u.18thmarch`05

2:26 PMsecret`told

learnt to accept the changes in certain things & people,
and treasure the memories that is left...

i've let go..

but doesnt mean i've give up.
it means accepting that some things weren't meant to be.
if i hab to choose to hold on to a person or the memories...
i'll choose the memories,
because people always change.

i know there's a big change in me.
i don't know what's wrong with me.
just so confused.
i am getting crazy.
i'm dumb, silly, and foolish.

maybe//..

i just wished to be left alone now.
i need someone someone tht will hold the world for me.
someone tht will be my guiding light.
i hate you ..but *ilu
when i was a lil gurl, i could'nt wait till i fall in love.BUT when it happened i learned that scrapped knees are easier to heal

1:50 PMsecret`told

de·mand·ing
dom·i·neer·ing
a·tti·tude·queen
sleep·ing·beau·ty
fam·ily
dar·ling·sweet·heart
cheeky·WL
prin·cess·DIANA
ir·ri·tat·in·MONKEYS
Rascal Flatts - What Hurts the Most
I can take the rain
on the roof of this empty house,
that don't bother me.
I can take a few tears
now and then and just let out.
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while
even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again
i pretend i'm okay but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most,
was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away

ROYAL

sweets·stuffs
li·ttle·pillow
sketch·book
power·puff·girls
bet·ty·boop
mu·sic

MAJESTIC

ma·ssage·CHAIR
lap·top*done
clo·thes*done
o2·atom
power·puff·girls·bed·sheet*done
heels*done