sweet fifteen todae..
thanz fer ur midnite call...
thanz to those wu rmb my birthdae...
thanz fer the presents...
thanz to those wu celebrated fer me...
thanz fer the msgs...
juz wanna sae a big thank you.
alrite 15 ..
means big gurl now.
no more nonsense
the past will be put behind.
i'll onli treasure wad i hab now.
vian to pauline:
if u ever come across my blog, juz wanna tell you tht i veri disappointed with you,whoever is it juz did nort expect you to do all this, but despite all this you reali did bring luffter to my life and it will alwaes be kept.out friendship hab come to an end,`yes but neverless you will always be the one special person that no one else kan replace.=)
vian to leen:
alrite.you are alwaes there fer me no matter wad happen.primary6 we hab conflict with cindy,rmb how inmature we are. the fun time we hab together during sec1 going to ppl klass disturbing.. sec2 we are seperated into different klasses but the friendship still maintain still rmb last year i break down in sch, you actually pon lesson to accompany me,thanz leen.. this year same klass again,mani things happen ..tht particular dae when so much conflict came becca,amanda,paulin,jaclyn..you will there too. you never leave me alone to settle things myself ... two daes ago u celebrating vian's sweet fifteen..nice birthdae plan u came up with, tht pleasant nite ish flooded with memories... at paragon roof top .. thanz leen thanz fer alwaes being there fer me.=)
sumthi has gone crazy...
so much till it hurts no more.
numbness in my body,
tears are no longer flooding these eyes..
emptiness ish drowning my soul
eating away the very last feeling...
the piercing anxiety,
usual excitement has somehow evaporated.
it's gone far away,
memory I've left of u...ish somehow blured
one last moment of you and me
u make me shed my last tear for you
and tht's how the story ended..
Once it was a world
of laughters
and kisses
Of sweet caresses
Once there was a rainbow
Of trust loyalty and respect
of love
Once everything was filled
with colors
with promises
with dreams
Once..
I have lurve
I have trusted
I believed
But now...
ish all gone..
and gone forever...
few words are spoken
silence finally broken
neber wanting to part
alwaes cheating u close to my heart...
the one who invades my dreams at night
no longer do..
the special someone who i dream of..
no longer there..
if onli life was that simple....
if onli...
