Sunday, February 29, 2004
sunday... the dae before sch get started..
tution cancels again~
confer with becca.mindy.sammi..
hmmMm.. suaning goes on and on and on non-stop yea?
u peeps~ r horrible creatures!
neverless they r still the BEST! *grinx*
my art piece..
yesterdae onli do like 1 jux finish 1 again..
in total i still need as least 5! gosh..
how m i suppose to finish all by wednesday lor!
4:23 PMsecret`told
Saturday, February 28, 2004
band prat 2dae...
jojolala nv come 2dae (sick?)
life without her ish |ike waZzzZz ..!!!
bored to the core..
without |uffter!!
taught the 4lil junior scales 2dae..
tan came in and taught us bravada espirt the soli part..
den test me and peilin romanesque
den sae was alrite but mux work on phrasing more~ *phew*
she nv sco|d me!! whAhAHhAhaha
den we hab break fer 15mins on|i |or!!!
we gobble our food |ike some? monster?
|ike nv eat fer decade?
look so retarded?
den when back to band room again ...
played pieces like ..
mack the knife.the way.romanesque.blue ridge saga..etc
we sound super soft 2dae exp blue ridge saga?
alto sax? like gone with the wind le sia~~ *haix*
den tan was like saeing saxophone section
dun kalangkaboh when sl nort here arh!!!
den home sweet home..
as usual slept like pig .. till 7
den watch tv ..online till now..
den later doing art..hope i kan finish...
which i dun itnk i kan cause i'm feeling sleepy aldready whAhaha *grinx*
i do beileves in faries , i do!! i do!!!
-viAn.s|eEpy-
11:35 PMsecret`told
Friday, February 27, 2004
o's result was good..
as in damn damn damn damn good fer pl.
99.1% passes frm both express & normal
90% express (klasses) made it to Jc
30% normal (klasses) made it to Jc..
2Na gurls score the top2 fer o's fer the whole singapore..
mani score 6distinction...
years later...
it will be viAn turn..
will i score as well?
will i made it to poly or jc?
or will i even fail? *strEsS*
i will take one step at a time till i reach the dae...
"Soft words hold more power than strong hands."
-viAn.lUrvE.swEet-
9:46 PMsecret`told
Thursday, February 26, 2004
We all want what we can't have.
Then, once we have it, we take it for granted.
It's only once we've lost them again that we realize their value.
Don't take the small things for granted,
because the next thing you know,
they're gone....
and gone forever..
8:13 PMsecret`told
Wednesday, February 25, 2004
time passed fast 2dae..
hab art lesson
mainly playing , habing fun and eating in k|ass *grinx*
after lesson..
stay back in klass finish 2 my lit..
while ah pau finish her art..
becca surfing the net..
lena and wan chung.. staring at ah pau.
ho in klass den allowed us to on the radio..
we blast the radio... power98.7~
band started at 4pm 2dae..
rather late..
my sketch book returned...
saw the buttof|y!!! so nice *awWw*
sectional whole dae..
after band packed up the store room
so tht every1 hab a space of their own..
nitex time.. tution!
die |a haben finish tht ong art..
tm| confirm get he|| frm her..*sOb*
chem test tml.. F st8 again de la |ol..
shall end here..
"Real tears are not those that fall from the eyes and cover the face, but those that fall from the heart and cover the soul."
-viAn.tirEd-
9:24 PMsecret`told
Tuesday, February 24, 2004
lesson on and on and on..
until english lesson..
wow! jux cannot stop luffing ~damn funni |a
tht ah pau went to disturb cerlyn abt..lol *hintx**becca.blog*
den she start screaming like wad like tht....
haha den me becca and ah pau.. |uff |ike we nv luff before..
|0l damn funni sia her reaction.. kan drop dead haha..
lesson to bored...
so started sketching wif becca..
soon enuff sch ended....
band... when fer indi..
end up sketching..lol instead of pratising..
den jolene took my sketch book home..
to sketch her buttofly..*grinx*
waiting fer tm| band prat..*excited**grinx*
"It's never too late to be what you might have been."
-viAn.lUrvE.zZzZ-
5:49 PMsecret`told
Monday, February 23, 2004
slept at 2am yesterdae..
toss and turn but jux can't get to |a|a |and..
but damn awake 2dae as in damn! *werid yea?*
as usual~
lesson on and on and on...
recess over...wa|king up the stair..
|een chong chong ca||ed me .. nv ans..
in the end she resort ca||ing me *weird* name..
xiaodudian..xiaomogui...xiaoyaoguai
wad the he|| sia..
she ish utter|y retarded~
after tht home sweet home again...
slept till abt 7+
den received phone call..
jux felt like seeing stars..
so when down..
looking at the stars..whi|e toking on the phone..
stars are jux beautiful creation..
ending here... art time~
"It rains because the heavens miss the star that has fallen to earth. That star is you."
-viAn.saW.a.sHoOtiNG.staR-
10:46 PMsecret`told
Sunday, February 22, 2004
s|ack.s|eep.sketch..
tht wad vian doing fer the who|e dae ...*grinx*
den 7 tution started..
sian sia hear her nag...
kan zZzZzz st8 arh.
den came on|ine..
chat wif pp|...
kaiwen .. |0l
she ask me why nv write abt her in me blog..
but nuthi to write..
nvm |a as |ong as her name here kan ao..
|0l tht means i hab write abt her... *grinx*
and after she read this... den i gonna get it frm her..;p
"True love can be felt more in the silence than in the words."
-viAn.prAy.fEr.sOme1.|ike.u-
8:54 PMsecret`told
Saturday, February 21, 2004
3 reason fer nort attending band prat 2dae ;p
-cramps.
-tired.
-mama ask me dun go cause hab cramps
but i mish my saxophone...
sketch triber on the new sketch book..*grins*
haix.. zZzZzZzz the who|e dae 2dae..*yawn* tired..
watching tv now ..hMmmMm..
tm| tution again..haix
sha|| update ti|| here 2dae~
"So often we don't say 'I love you' because we fear losing someone, but more often, we lose them because we fear saying 'I love you.'"
-viAn.|UrvE.swEets-
12:21 PMsecret`told
Friday, February 20, 2004
quick update on yesterdae...
wa|aOx tht becca~~ aGh!!
she make me bang wa|| sia
suppose to whack her wif the book den ...
in the end ended up banging the wall..
sickening sia she~
den she who|e time using
tht yuen mei furry pencil box! make my hand sickening~
haha but...
good enuff the big time bias chinese teacher saw her disturbing me~ haha;p
den kanna punish~ whAhHAha~
|esson.. tang & ho
dun noe wad they teaching..
use becca sketch book sketch some things? |ike triber?dun noe wad.. ..
sketch wif becca ...combine drawing~ ish nice~ |0l *se|f.praise*
k 2dae after |esson...
when parkwae 2 buy art stuff... wif cindy and anne~
saw ger working at ebass..
siAnx sia..
stupid art stuff cost |ike more den 100+
bought a precious moment weighing machine ..
to keep track on my weight~ ;p
yUpx yUpx overa|| FUN~ |0l
hahA yUpx baNd!!!~ tm| 7.30 pT~~
How do I thank you for never leaving me behind?
-viAn.|UrvE.saxOphone-
10:08 PMsecret`told
Wednesday, February 18, 2004
|esson |esson & |esson...
den hab BAND~
hab indi..
actua||y nort indi..
taught the sec1..
waited fer jo|ene arriva|...
went home ZZzZZzZzzZ
sha|| continue wif me art....
2 be honest with u,
i dun hab the words 2 make u feel better,
but i do hab the arms 2 give u a hug,
ears 2 listen 2 wadever u want 2 talk about,
and I hab a heart...
a heart that's aching 2 see u smile again....
-viAn.in.sOrRow-
11:46 PMsecret`told
1st lesson lit...
hmmmm write essay..
and it was the 1st time 1st time sia~
i reali did my work .. essay seh haha
in my whole entire life i hated essay~
it jux sux!!!~
k den.. hab pe.art
draw? sketch? paint?
haha rubbish sia.. jux letting the time passed...
den soon enuff ...
after chem.. lesson ended..
was wif becca..
all the while editing her blog skin..
den when fer band prat~
left at abt 4.20?
when the juniors started coming in..
tution and tht sickening teacher wan a postpone again
sick kan she!~ aGh~!
watever in the end she came~ ;p
hMmmMm sha|| carry on wif my art..
seems to be doing art this few daes..
well...
"if u gib me a pen, i'll write the insane. Scribbled & scratched out , my words of pain...
-viAn.lUrvE.hEr.saxOphOne-
10:58 PMsecret`told
her tee wah here!...lolz!..becca...whahahahha....crap larh~!~....
keke...
i dunno wad to write lehx..lata write liao..she delete this entry ..*sobx!...hahahaha..okok..
yst lesson funnie ah?tang tok abt his bio lesson n pervertic sch...lolz...
2:43 PMsecret`told
Tuesday, February 17, 2004
haha...
bio test 2dae?
tink jux gonna get a F st8 whHAhA but wu cares~
came home
zZzZzzZzz as usua|
and i hab nitexmare haix *scared*
nitex time
whHAhAhAha
did my art draw some ....
chinna chinese mask faces and shophouses
hAHA
and i fee| proud of my work~~
damn proud whAHhAhHAa
ever shocking news~
damn shocking~
aRhHhrHhhh i'm going krAzie
pp| actua||y when despo ti|| this stage? OMG ;X
shOCk ish the word~~
to describe~~
"Today I will cry like never after, but tomorrow my laughter will be heard like never before."
-viAn.fe|t.sOrRi-
9:42 PMsecret`told
Monday, February 16, 2004
I lie on the ground,
and stare into space,
the stars start to move,
into the shape of your face.
I see you there now,
looking down at me,
with that cute little smile,
that I like to see.
You say "close your eyes"
"tell me what you see"
I see only two people,
just you and me.
We're walking the shoreline,
with our feet getting wet,
the horizon turns pink,
as the sun starts to set.
10:12 PMsecret`told
Sunday, February 15, 2004
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11:14 PMsecret`told
Saturday, February 14, 2004
va|entine's eve.. |ol
oOk received present 2dae shEesh..
thanks pEeps. aWwWww kAn sEnsE thE swEetnEss in u pEeps~
ei|eEn chOng.ei|eEn gOh.diAna.mAndA.minG.jo|enE.Qi.wEi|iN.mEiHUi.ciNdY.bEcCa.roBiN
aNd thOsE nOrt mEntiOn ;p
was exp touch by robin he send happi v'dae cake to me house~ tHaNkx rEa|i tHaNkx
u makE my daE super swEet
hab fun 2dae cause ish va|entine's eve..|0l
main|y tm| wi|| be a wonderfu| dae...
band prat in the morning and.. after i'|| be out ti|| nitex..
wHAhHAhHAha
sti|| sick wor~
haiX
aniwae peeps happi va|entine dae~
if loving you is wrong i don't wanna be rite
-viAn.sick-
11:49 PMsecret`told
Friday, February 13, 2004
hMmmM..
2dae.. art |esson
sketch on shop houses..
sian siA..
a|amak heard tht the yi|ing coming our section
omg! aiyox dun wannnnn ;X
actua||y nuthi much to update 2dae
in conclusion i'm still sick haix'
"When you love someone, say it. Say it loud. Say it right away, or the moment just passes you by."
-viAn.sICk-
10:06 PMsecret`told
Thursday, February 12, 2004
judge if we are up 2 the standard to p|ay fer concert..
but in the end yeo went home..
wad the~
vian sick...nobody sayang. sObsOb
went to sick bay
s|ept fer 2h++ or more?
before art |esson
anne.joyce.diana.pat
came to see me
anne touch my forehead
sae nonono fever
go back to s|eep
cover b|anket... tc arh budbye *so sweet of her*
2nd last lesson...
leen.pau came to pick me back to k|ass
den hab chem den ...
band room
we slack in klass till like 3.25 den went down
den band room all the sec4 fly awae
left sec 3 which ish our batch
den we took pic.. ahha
den p|ayed new piece 2dae.. yUpx yUpx
|il junior "evE OnG" make my dae..
she send me get well soon msg
so sweet of her yea~
tHaNx gur|~ u rea|i make my dae ;p
"You can only be a true friend when you learn that friends are people and people have faults."-viAn.siCk-
11:58 PMsecret`told
Tuesday, February 10, 2004
flu.cough.fever.sore throat..
sobsob vian's sick~
fee|ing terrible...
nv attend sch 2dae..
went 2 see doctor again..
yesterdae nitex..
toking on the phone...
den father down there kb
hab no choice but 2 put down..
slept erly yesterdae but..
did'nt sleep well either..
keep waking up..
and tht krazie lewis msg me at 1++ am jux 2 ask me write him a testimonial.
wad the~ krazie guy
junhao msg was like worse?
morning received terence msg...
he predicted tht i nv attend sch?
and it came true~ god sia~
haix home alone again
kannot get out of my house either...
think gonna sleep again ...
tht's the onli thing ? i kan do? *i.tink*
feeling beri uncomfortable.. haix
"There was once a time that I didn't believe in angels and then I met you."
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
-viAn.siCk-
10:52 PMsecret`told
Sunday, February 08, 2004
art field trip 2 chinatown
did sketches on shop-houses...
after tht... when 2 band room hab 4new juniors
and one of them |ook |ike woodstock *grin* -so kute-
after band prat... when home sweet home
change etc.. when to co||ect some stuff
den meet pau...
mRt..
saw mindy.becca&josephine..
den when ps...with them meet others
walking around wif jieying in music p|aza
she p|ayed the piano and organ..
hab great time disturbing her
by turning the vo|ume and the pitch up and down
damn funni sia den she a|so |augh
we both |augh |ike some tingtong~
den everyone was |ike staring at us so *maru*
reach vch..
nuthi much happen..
after the concert end... p| gur|s did 3cheers fer vs
den after tht saw kaiwen at stairs
she best sia~ make fun me with |ena (-.-")
den after tht when boat quay
den home sweet home~
"Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you only have one life to live and one chance to do all the things you want to do."-viAn.siCk-
10:08 PMsecret`told
Friday, February 06, 2004
sch as usual ..
but... there ish this lil gur| fa||ing sick..
tht's me.
hab lit test 2dae
neber study as usual..
prepare fer the worst! -fail- *grins*
drink like thousand bottles of water
but still nort feeling well (-.-")
kan feel my face hot and ish pinkish red
fever 37.2 degree
habing headache too
sore throat and even flu
and my voice totally sux so tucked up!
i'm dieing!!!!! my medicine's nort working at all..
where's my angelic angel.. save me
it seems tht i'm nort fated to go fer vs concert
but.. vian's attending~ ;p
hab art field trip tml...
after tht ..
my time will be packed~
rushing from place 2 place..
hope i dun break down...
and finally the last one vch~
but.. i still dun noe wad to wear tml... haiX!
and after tht shld be supper~ *yUmYuM*
tink shall end here update more tml..
"I sat and I asked my angel, 'Will I love him? Will I give my heart?' My angel just kept quiet, so I asked again. Then, he said, 'I died and I chose to be your guide. Couldn't you love me instead?'"
-viAn's.siCk-
11:20 PMsecret`told
Thursday, February 05, 2004
heh heh ...
band prat 2dae as usual
pauline nv attend sch but came fer band pratices..*|amer*
yupx ... den p|ayed b|ue ridGe saga & unknown piece...
den setional haha!!
we pratise kan!!
if ever YOU (jolene) read this haha u hab to -smi|e- & -3c|aps- fer us
we pratise since the time of sectional start till the end nv toe lan!!!!!!
pL baNd rOx!!!
but ... i bet u dun beileve lol but wu cares we did pratise tht ish the fact !!!! -grins-
bored...
this sat......
aiyox! art field trip marinne coming too bad mE kannot attend band ;p
den nite time hab vs concert to attend??
yUpx yUpx
sha|| end here....
onCe a baNd mEmBEr,
a|waEs a baNd mEmbEr...
-viAn|UrvEbaNd-
11:36 PMsecret`told
Sunday, February 01, 2004
14 Febury Valentine's Day
Someday my prince will come...
He just took a wrong turn,
got lost ...
and is too stubborn to ask for directions.
11:57 PMsecret`told
