Thursday, January 29, 2004
2dae hab chem test
tml math test...
after k|ass when to band room
slack there
becca.me.lena
when lunch 2gether cause the rest hab eng remedial..
after tht hab typical gurls tok..yupx |ol
in band room played blue ridge saga & another dun noe wad..
den after tht hab sectional
sorts out the score ...
den band ended..
den hab this pervert outside the sch
tht make tht whole groups of band gurls go krazie...
band pratises extended..
exp sat! 8am to 3pm
somemore hab physical training kan! (-.-")
hate to run lor den somemore will perspire
den sticky sticky de yuck!
tink shall end here..
"Have you ever cried your eyes out until all the tears in this world have dried, and yet the sourness in your heart still hasn't gone? That's when the person causing you the pain is the only one you ever loved."
-viAn.lUrvE.yOu-
11:56 PMsecret`told
Tuesday, January 27, 2004
unfaithful to blog..
busy wif.. yupx
lost my phone at town 3daes ago..
planning to get 6610 to replace it fer the moment.
number will be the same without changes.
test test and test
fer almost the whole week?
time to get started wif work
time to study and get serious...
went 2 watch peter pan nice show nice nice
so touching~ awww.. |Ol
"The smile on your face lets me know that you need me, there's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me, the touch of your hand says you will catch me whenever I fall. You say it best when you say nothing at all." loving you 4ever...
-viAn.lUrvE.yOu-
11:07 PMsecret`told
Sunday, January 18, 2004
On the edge of darkness
On the edge of death
Feeling only emptiness
Having nothing left
The pain, the loss
The hurting, the crying
The screams, the tears
The hopeless trying
Failure, defeat
Pain and strife....
I asked God for an Angel,
To send from up above.
a prince charming...Someone I can love.
Someone I can give my heart to,
Someone I can trust.
Someone I could hold
Close and tight, each
And every night.
Someone who understands me and
Knows me through and through.
Someone who will love
Me for me, no matter what
People say or do.
Someone who knows
All my thoughts,And all
My hopes and dreams,
Someone I can be myself
Around without changing
The real me.
Someone who knows exactly
What to say, to make me
Laugh and smile,
Someone just someone..
Hold my hand lead me to the paradise
... ... ... ...
11:16 PMsecret`told
Saturday, January 10, 2004
2dae the worst dae of a||...
gort caught fer everything!
|ike yea! everything! wad the he|| kan
needa purchase new uniform tht hab sew in be|t
tht stupid b |im!! she ish sick
she gave me be|t size 32 when it's |ike my c|ass the sma||er gur| waist size on|i |ike 22 kan wear it?
wad the he|| kan!
she think i so puney kan...
den somemore sti|| hab to go collect new uniform tht cost me $15++ fer one?
imagine if everydae i kanna?
how m i going to survive sia???
hUsHhh watever..
when fer band kanna punish cause of nametag be|t hair again and stuff..
a|waes me one kan!
somemore |ike a|| at once!
do 50 pumping...
den at nitex.. when home
mama ask me if wanna go shooping wif her!!
|ol of course yesh! keke
took a cab tht take |ike 20mins... to wait fer one...
when 2 buy c|othes..
|otas of c|othes
3skirt 2pant 2b|ouse.. etc |ol
ya tink sha|| end here...
"Even if love is full of thorns, I'd still embrace it for I know that in between those thorns, there is a rose that's worth all the pain."-vian.eNdEd-
11:12 PMsecret`told
Wednesday, January 07, 2004
hMmmMm..
s|ept in k|ass 2dae during geo |esson..
and tht chinese teacher!!
some china chinnna women
i dun even understand what she toking abt sia`
serious|y dun understand.. so qim ma |ogic..
last lesson tang came in full of crap.. and
sch ended..
wen fer band nort 2 pratice :X
but... play walking around the whole sch...
den when band room ask eudora some band banner/poster stuff
hMmMm... gossip.play
screaming .shouting.laughter will heard..
seem as if a bunch of bitches toking like tht |Ol :X
den keep making fun of pui|ing name "KAPUI" |Ol
damn funni |a
den tok ti|| abt 5.35++ den home sweet home..
people online r getting lesses and lesses ...
exp sec4 ppl like jolene..etc?
cause of o' |evels yea?.. |Ol
aniwae a|| the best study hard!!~
"Sometimes you have to give someone a second chance, because you never know what kind of person you could be missing the second time around!"
-vIan.tirEd-
11:32 PMsecret`told
Monday, January 05, 2004
k 2dae
was on phone till abt 6am in the morning?
nv reali sleep..
lie on the bed thinking abt stuff..
make me kannot enter dream land?
watch tv all the wae till 1 den...
kannot take it le so take a nap till 4++
wake up bath.. online till now yupx..
"Loving someone who doesn't love your back is like reaching for the stars; you know you'll never get there but you just keep on trying."
-viAn.eNdEd-
11:02 PMsecret`told
Sunday, January 04, 2004
hab band 2dae vian didn't attend..
cause i was sick.. *stomache.cramp*
ca||ed jo|ene at 6am to te|| her abt it..
and continue zZzzZzzZZz ti|| abt 3++
wake up on|ine tv etc...
ti|| nitex time..
fuad ca||ed..
was busy so put down..
den he ca||ed back at abt 8++
den ca||ed jo|ene and justin to confer 2gether
tok craps and nots..
fuad put down 1st left us..
den hab another incoming ca||
tried to ans but... in the end end up slamming eevery1 phone :x *soRri wOR`*
den ya.. onli jolene called back..
was on another line wif ppl so put down her phone 1st..
May all lovers end up together...
-viAn.eNdEd-
11:45 PMsecret`told
Friday, January 02, 2004
1st day of sch...
the 1st question ask...
every1 : "vian why u cut ur hair!!"
vian : to find ci ji mah |Ol...
every1: siao!
2dae shld pon sch sia~
waste my time..
morning nag till 9++
go back class kanna nag again.. by form teacher..
den back to the hall kanna nag again by ms gan
den sch officially ended..
wad the hell whole dae of nagging~
kan zZzzZz..
after tht went coffee shop wif |een diana and pOk
den home.sweet.home.
after bath den zZzZz as usual..
after tht.. tv.
now online chatting and
playing minesweeper flag wif tarmimi.robin.lin
bored.. band tml...
some1 save me frm being bored!!
and i'm growing FAT!!!
it's time to go on a diet ..|Ol
no more choclate.cookies.supper
sweet haha dun care la har~
"Guys are like stars; there are a million of them, but only one can make your dreams come true."
-viAn.sEarChinG-
8:49 PMsecret`told
year 2004
lets see...
starting of sch tml
meaning ...
vian nightmare ish starting soon
1st scolding : where ish ur hw?
vian : 4get to bring
2nd scolding : dun u noe u r suppose to bring
vian : ya, but 4get
3rd scolding : if i dun see it by tml u go fer detention class
lalala ... tml best part will be...
meeting up frenx gossiping abt holidae~
and playing lalala
my class next year.. omg!
ish like a monster class~
i bet next year at least 3 teacher will complain
and this phrase will come out damn often..
" ur class is terrible, can ur jux look around and change"
haha watsoever...
"Sometimes, you don't realize how much you care for someone, until they stop caring for you."
-viAn.gOnE-
1:20 PMsecret`told
