Sunday, November 30, 2003
sha|a|a.. hmMm.. back 2 norma|
nv attEnd band prat 2dae..
actua||y wanna go out but s|eep ti|| 3++ den wake up..
so nv |or...
sian |ife sux to the core man..
4more days to exchange~
hMmM...
-viAn.enDed-
nv attEnd band prat 2dae..
actua||y wanna go out but s|eep ti|| 3++ den wake up..
so nv |or...
sian |ife sux to the core man..
4more days to exchange~
hMmM...
-viAn.enDed-
Saturday, November 29, 2003
extreme|y bad mood 2dae
went out wif pau|ine
a|though hab fun~
but...
nuthi seems to be rite~
when home~
ish even worst~
bro was home
den he went out
i sae bye to him
he |aughed
bro: "so eager tht i'm out~...so u can use the com rite"
: "bad sis"
vian : i |aughed 2 think he ish the on|i one tht can make me rea|i |aughed
bad dae fer me
tm| hab band~
hab to see his face again~
i cannot stand it animore!!!
-gib.me.a.break-
-|eave.me.a|one-
to u: ...............
friendship often ends in |ove
but |ove in friendship-neveR
dun marry a person u can |ive wif
marry someone u cannot |ive without
to |ove ish nuthi
to be |ove ish sumthi
to |ove and be |ove ish everything
kindness in words creates confidence
kindness in thinking creates profoundness
kindness in giving creates |ove
-vian.hurt-
went out wif pau|ine
a|though hab fun~
but...
nuthi seems to be rite~
when home~
ish even worst~
bro was home
den he went out
i sae bye to him
he |aughed
bro: "so eager tht i'm out~...so u can use the com rite"
: "bad sis"
vian : i |aughed 2 think he ish the on|i one tht can make me rea|i |aughed
bad dae fer me
tm| hab band~
hab to see his face again~
i cannot stand it animore!!!
-gib.me.a.break-
-|eave.me.a|one-
to u: ...............
friendship often ends in |ove
but |ove in friendship-neveR
dun marry a person u can |ive wif
marry someone u cannot |ive without
to |ove ish nuthi
to be |ove ish sumthi
to |ove and be |ove ish everything
kindness in words creates confidence
kindness in thinking creates profoundness
kindness in giving creates |ove
-vian.hurt-
Friday, November 28, 2003
6more daes too vs exchange
band prat 2dae was sti|| the same as suck|y
marianne was back to dae~
was |ecture by sir 2dae
and he sti|| specia||y dedicated 3phrase fer me~
sir : i'|| on|i be nasty to some nort a||"
ya so ovbious tht he ish saeing me ...
sir : vian next year sec3 rite?
vian:yea...
sir : ook , i hate pp| wu does nort take initiative
ya trying to sae tht i next year sec 3 |e sti|| dun take initiative
but it was the 1st time me |ooking thru the score?
and was |ike busy pratising other pieces?
hot |atin and eng|ish country setting?
mermories strike me
-syf.exchange.sectiona|.band.pratices-
sudden|y fe|t exhausted abt band
does it worth it?
my freedom ish take awae~
i needa attend band pratices 3 times a week ? or maybe even more?
when others r enjoying out there?
ish tht the rea| me?
being a|waes wi|d .and. enjoying the fu||est i can , hab actua||y sett|e down to pratise?
frenx sae tht i hab change 2?
too the good or bad i hab no idea?
ish fer them to judge?
every1 sae tht ish nort the rea| me?
and i think so too
i hab rea|i change a|ot?
in temper.character.attitude?
...
does it actua||y worth it?
a|though memories r there~
a|| the strugg|ing.|aughter.pain.and.joy
the dae tht we hab our si|ver back...
i rea|i rea|i tired -gib.me.a.break-
i'm rea|i confused now~
speech|ess too-
i mish u~
hope u r right by by sight now~
Life's a dance you learn as you go, sometimes you lead, sometimes you follow. My life is better left to chance,I could have missed the pain, but I would've had to miss the dance."
-viAn.sAd.exhaUstEd.dEspaiR.sOrrOw-
band prat 2dae was sti|| the same as suck|y
marianne was back to dae~
was |ecture by sir 2dae
and he sti|| specia||y dedicated 3phrase fer me~
sir : i'|| on|i be nasty to some nort a||"
ya so ovbious tht he ish saeing me ...
sir : vian next year sec3 rite?
vian:yea...
sir : ook , i hate pp| wu does nort take initiative
ya trying to sae tht i next year sec 3 |e sti|| dun take initiative
but it was the 1st time me |ooking thru the score?
and was |ike busy pratising other pieces?
hot |atin and eng|ish country setting?
mermories strike me
-syf.exchange.sectiona|.band.pratices-
sudden|y fe|t exhausted abt band
does it worth it?
my freedom ish take awae~
i needa attend band pratices 3 times a week ? or maybe even more?
when others r enjoying out there?
ish tht the rea| me?
being a|waes wi|d .and. enjoying the fu||est i can , hab actua||y sett|e down to pratise?
frenx sae tht i hab change 2?
too the good or bad i hab no idea?
ish fer them to judge?
every1 sae tht ish nort the rea| me?
and i think so too
i hab rea|i change a|ot?
in temper.character.attitude?
...
does it actua||y worth it?
a|though memories r there~
a|| the strugg|ing.|aughter.pain.and.joy
the dae tht we hab our si|ver back...
i rea|i rea|i tired -gib.me.a.break-
i'm rea|i confused now~
speech|ess too-
i mish u~
hope u r right by by sight now~
Life's a dance you learn as you go, sometimes you lead, sometimes you follow. My life is better left to chance,I could have missed the pain, but I would've had to miss the dance."
-viAn.sAd.exhaUstEd.dEspaiR.sOrrOw-
Thursday, November 27, 2003
another typica| vs guy!!~
dun noe wad ish the prob wif him |a
i mean |ike did he see wad we hab go thru?
did he see the hard work and effort tht we hab put in
did he!!~ i bet he did'nt!~
damn him~
we r nort there fer u 2 judge us~
and by the way i think our p|aying was a|rite 2dae
ish jux tht u r jux biased against our section!
watever~
mux start 2 pratise hard frm tm| onwards nort jux hard now but twice~
marianne coming back tm|~
wOOsh... our angelic ish back to save us frm the devil hand!!`
whaHAhAhaha
k after a|| this rubbish frm band went 2 town
went to meet anne at ps wif pau|ine
sha|a|a she was eating~
den p|ay wif her keeping disturbing~
ahahahah~ den we went took neoprint den went home |e~
-viAn.off-
Tuesday, November 25, 2003
k was disturbing terence |Ol
think beri fun |a
typica| guys...
and he owE me sweets~
fer wad he had sae!!
bad boi!!~
tm| hab band dun noe if kan wake up
cause 2nitEx wi|| be toking to recoyl ti|| beri |ate i think
or maybe jo|ene..
cause yesterdae nitex nv ans his ca|| |ol
wu ask him arh come home at 3++ den i s|ept |e
so no one ans... whahAhHAahah
too bad fer him |a ;p
2dae wake up at 1++ ca||ed jolene back cause hab missed ca||
den 5min |ater when back to s|eep st8 think damn pigGy |a
wu cares tht me~
con wif jo|ene and wei|in toking abt stuffs jux put down on|i~
haix maybe they ca||ing back |ater ? i dun noe~
haha tm| hab band prat after tht going out wif pau|ine to town i think~
ya think sha|| eNd here~
-viAn.eNdEd-
think beri fun |a
typica| guys...
and he owE me sweets~
fer wad he had sae!!
bad boi!!~
tm| hab band dun noe if kan wake up
cause 2nitEx wi|| be toking to recoyl ti|| beri |ate i think
or maybe jo|ene..
cause yesterdae nitex nv ans his ca|| |ol
wu ask him arh come home at 3++ den i s|ept |e
so no one ans... whahAhHAahah
too bad fer him |a ;p
2dae wake up at 1++ ca||ed jolene back cause hab missed ca||
den 5min |ater when back to s|eep st8 think damn pigGy |a
wu cares tht me~
con wif jo|ene and wei|in toking abt stuffs jux put down on|i~
haix maybe they ca||ing back |ater ? i dun noe~
haha tm| hab band prat after tht going out wif pau|ine to town i think~
ya think sha|| eNd here~
-viAn.eNdEd-
hmMm.. yesterdae tok to recoyl tok unti| morning 5++ |ol
cause after his o's mah den beri |ong nv tok to him |e hab |otas of thing to catch up wif~
and because of tht i'm |ate fer band |ucky in the morning he ca|| me sia
awake by his ca|| thou and dun noe why he ca||ed?
he ca||ed and he sae wake up |e arh piggy time to go sch |e ~
den i was |ike har? oHhh oOK den heng up |e
abit krazie i think~ *oOps* ;p
went fer band as usuaL
tok abt mani thing~
hab weird ancounter too~ *YOU* noe why dun u? |ol
den went to yoshi fer |uch~
was P|aying wif the food haha~
damn fun sia i think
but abit disgusting~
but ish arts~ haha :p
i just seems to be toking to a devil 2dae? i wonder why?
sha|a|a the ange| tht i used to see hab change |otS!
this simp|y show tht pp| do change~
and changes take p|ace ani point of time
and no one kan stop it~ it hab taken p|ace in my |Ife~
dun ask me wu ish the she~
cause i simp|y going to keep my mouth shut~
and on|i *YOU* noe i bet~
we seems to be getting c|oser and c|oser as daes passes
there seem to be a bond between us?
a bond tht wi|| nv be seperated~ *i.hope* aNd *i.wish*
k simp|y after a|| this bit and pieces in the afternoon
ovbious i went home and guess wad!!~
i s|ept~ as usuaL...haha!!~
wokE up and den pester marianne to come fer our band pratices~ haha
and she sae she wi|| try which i think wi|| nv~
haha and yea!~ i brought my instrument to pratise!!~
so hard woking of me 1st time sia!!~
-viAn.wEnt.bOngErs-
cause after his o's mah den beri |ong nv tok to him |e hab |otas of thing to catch up wif~
and because of tht i'm |ate fer band |ucky in the morning he ca|| me sia
awake by his ca|| thou and dun noe why he ca||ed?
he ca||ed and he sae wake up |e arh piggy time to go sch |e ~
den i was |ike har? oHhh oOK den heng up |e
abit krazie i think~ *oOps* ;p
went fer band as usuaL
tok abt mani thing~
hab weird ancounter too~ *YOU* noe why dun u? |ol
den went to yoshi fer |uch~
was P|aying wif the food haha~
damn fun sia i think
but abit disgusting~
but ish arts~ haha :p
i just seems to be toking to a devil 2dae? i wonder why?
sha|a|a the ange| tht i used to see hab change |otS!
this simp|y show tht pp| do change~
and changes take p|ace ani point of time
and no one kan stop it~ it hab taken p|ace in my |Ife~
dun ask me wu ish the she~
cause i simp|y going to keep my mouth shut~
and on|i *YOU* noe i bet~
we seems to be getting c|oser and c|oser as daes passes
there seem to be a bond between us?
a bond tht wi|| nv be seperated~ *i.hope* aNd *i.wish*
k simp|y after a|| this bit and pieces in the afternoon
ovbious i went home and guess wad!!~
i s|ept~ as usuaL...haha!!~
wokE up and den pester marianne to come fer our band pratices~ haha
and she sae she wi|| try which i think wi|| nv~
haha and yea!~ i brought my instrument to pratise!!~
so hard woking of me 1st time sia!!~
-viAn.wEnt.bOngErs-
Monday, November 24, 2003
You're just the happy go-lucky type. You might have
your pet peeves, but other than that, you're
mainly calm. Blending in with your
surroundings, you're the type of person who
everyone likes. Usually it's you who cracks
jokes at social gatherings - after all,
laughter is the best medicine. Sometimes you
pretend to be stupid, but in all actuality, you
could be the next Einstein.
What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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yEstErdaE waS tOkiNg On thE phOnE frM 1am tO 5.30aM?
waS mSginG hiM at thE samE timE 2 kEkE
dEn caUsE yEstErdaE s|ept bEri |atE sO wakE Up at 7pm 2daE *qUitE poWeR huh?* kEkE |ol
tm| hAb sEctiOna| wif siR ..
abiT sCarEd~ sCareD kaNnOt p|aY wOr~
haiX bUt sti|| mUx attEndEd~
sha|a|a ...
a woman couLd be dangerous
a woman couLd be gorerous
in order to survive
we cannot be good girls
-viAn.endEd.wiF.fEar-
Saturday, November 22, 2003
|
attEndEd baNd prat 2daE
fe|t sO |OsT .. witHoUt jO|enE
stUPid kaN
thT jOtHi.siNdY.saNdY nv comE
makE mE |eft wiF tHE 2 jUniOr in a|tO saxOphOnE
dEn haB paRts dun nOe hOw to p|aY .. haIx
den siR kEep saEinG a|tO saxOphOnE
P|aY |oudEr p|aY |OudEr!!!
dEn kEEp |OoKinG aT Us..-sO.prEssUrE - kaN
dEn wEi|in a|sO n p|aY caUsE mOUtH paIn |efT mE a|onE in thE eNd
kan dIE kaN aGh!~
jo|enE whErE u I MISH U
viAn nEed u
jo|enE wi|| bE back tm| whAhah
haha thinK saxOpHoNe sEctiOn rEA|I nEed hEr!!
-viAn.miShEs.jo|enE-
You should be dating a Leo.
23 July - 22 August
This mate is honest and loyal, with a sunny
disposition. Though this lion has the tendency
to be arrogant, sulky or smug, he/she is
unrestrained in bed.
What Zodiac Sign Are You Attracted To?
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whEn fEr mS koh wEdDinG instEad Of gOinG fEr baNd pratiCes..
mS kOh biG daE 2daE *3chEers*
hahA aftEr mS kOh wEdDinG wEnt tOWn
anNE aNd jOycE |efT wiF mOtO
dEn |efT miaO.maNda.yEnchUn.|eEn.pOk
dEn aftEr thT wEnt tOwN
yEn chun |eFt aftEr thT fo||OwEd bY miaO aNd pOk
dEn wE wEnt 2 mEet anNe aT fareasT
mE aNd hEr tOok nEoprinT wIf hEr gO|dEn haiR *wOosh*-
haHa bUt i thiNk it dOEs nOrt tUrn out nicE |ol
aftEr thT tOOk caB hOmE
kEkE hAhA
i'm miShinG hiM
hatinG hIm fEr wad hE saE 2
haiX waD iSh thiS maN
hate.vs.|OvE?
-viAn.fe|t.confUsEd-
Thursday, November 20, 2003
sha|a|a wHahAhAh
nV attEnd baNd prat 2daE?
oOps kEkE ...
causE 2 tirEd dEn was sick sO nV attEnd
hAha..
hanNah baBy a|onE
wondEr if shE kaN cOpE?
wakE up at 3++ 2daE
morE aNd moRe |ike a piGgy
s|eEp.eaT.p|aY
whAhHA
wad ISh thIs maN
aniwaE i'm a pigGy
waiTinG fEr saT to come
kannOt wait!!~
mS kOh wEddinG
habinG fUn afTEr thT
goinG mani maNi p|aCes
|ike sEasidE tOwN HAhA etc
-viAn.eNdEd.wiF.smi|ex-
nV attEnd baNd prat 2daE?
oOps kEkE ...
causE 2 tirEd dEn was sick sO nV attEnd
hAha..
hanNah baBy a|onE
wondEr if shE kaN cOpE?
wakE up at 3++ 2daE
morE aNd moRe |ike a piGgy
s|eEp.eaT.p|aY
whAhHA
wad ISh thIs maN
aniwaE i'm a pigGy
waiTinG fEr saT to come
kannOt wait!!~
mS kOh wEddinG
habinG fUn afTEr thT
goinG mani maNi p|aCes
|ike sEasidE tOwN HAhA etc
-viAn.eNdEd.wiF.smi|ex-
Tuesday, November 18, 2003
haix fee|ing sick again?
nort |ove sick but rea| sick
think hea|th ish weak
a|ways fa||ing sick
tm| hab band thinking shou|d i attend or pon?
nort actua||y pon but i'm sick
ab|e to attend but wi|| hab diffcu|ty b|owing the instrument
jo|ene wi|| nort be ab|e to attend band prat tm| either
she is oversea?
without her, me and hannah wi|| be |ike |ost chi|d?
without our mother?
but if i pon
hannah wi|| be |ike a |ost chi|d
without a sister and mother?
poor gur| hMm..
so thinking decided to attend
because of her
"good sis" huh!~
but maybe nort be ab|e to b|ow
hab b|ock nose.cough.fever?
i'm missing him
dun wan too...
but i can't contro|
fee|ings jux f|ow back
i hate myse|f fer |oving him
i hate myse|f fer mishing him
i hate myse|f x3
yesh i do |ub him to admit
but i dun wan too
kan ani1 he|p me?
everything has a beinging and an ending
when is my going to end?
-viAn.feE|ing.|Ost-
nort |ove sick but rea| sick
think hea|th ish weak
a|ways fa||ing sick
tm| hab band thinking shou|d i attend or pon?
nort actua||y pon but i'm sick
ab|e to attend but wi|| hab diffcu|ty b|owing the instrument
jo|ene wi|| nort be ab|e to attend band prat tm| either
she is oversea?
without her, me and hannah wi|| be |ike |ost chi|d?
without our mother?
but if i pon
hannah wi|| be |ike a |ost chi|d
without a sister and mother?
poor gur| hMm..
so thinking decided to attend
because of her
"good sis" huh!~
but maybe nort be ab|e to b|ow
hab b|ock nose.cough.fever?
i'm missing him
dun wan too...
but i can't contro|
fee|ings jux f|ow back
i hate myse|f fer |oving him
i hate myse|f fer mishing him
i hate myse|f x3
yesh i do |ub him to admit
but i dun wan too
kan ani1 he|p me?
everything has a beinging and an ending
when is my going to end?
-viAn.feE|ing.|Ost-
Saturday, November 15, 2003
Eb major - you are warm and kind, always there for
your friends, who are in turn there for you.
You are content with your confortable life and
what you are currently achieving; if you keep
in this state you will go far.
what key signature are you?
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faLaLa wi|| bE ovErsEa...
baCk in 3 daEs timE
miSh mE..!!~ KEKE
-viAn.f|yinG.up.hiGh-
Monday, November 10, 2003
Which band instrument are you?
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You are a child's kiss. Completely sweet and
innocent and pure. You mean no harm and only
love in your sweet kisses.
What kind of kiss are you?
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-Motherly- You're the motherly type. You love to
take care of the one you love, and generally
you can be a bit overprotective and possessive,
but you know, that isn't always such a bad
thing. At least you'll be a good mom in the
future.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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You represent... hope.
You're quite a daydreamer and can be a hopeless
romantic. You enjoy being creative and don't
mind being alone at times. You have goals, and
know what you want in life... even if they are
a little far fetched.
What feeling do you represent?
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A GARAGE-GURL. Youre into loud music, hot guys and
wild fashions. Youre most at ease when youve
got all your mates around you and you like to
party. Boys are a game and youre always on the
ball because you make sure youre always number
one.
Your virtues: Confidence, fun nature, sociability.
Your flaws: Loudness, jealous tendency, need for
attention.
What kind of girl are you?
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i'm hurt
u r the reason to it~
dun ask why~
-viAn.hUrt-
u r the reason to it~
dun ask why~
-viAn.hUrt-
Saturday, November 08, 2003
i'm hurt ...
after hearing wad he hab gotta sae...
ish this the wae?
i'|| be treated?
At night in my bed, before I sleep,
I dig out the pain, that’s buried deep.
A pain that I can’t seem to move on from,
This pain cries out to only one.
I let myself fall, into something called love.
This pain makes me realize that I shouldn’t of.
The pain I hold inside, each night it makes me cry.
It burns my eyes, through out the day,
I fight back tears in every way.
I look at you, and don’t know how to react,
The pain inside me cries- I want you back.
I want to hold you and never let go,
The pain within me wants you to know
-viAn.feE|inG.thE paiN-
after hearing wad he hab gotta sae...
ish this the wae?
i'|| be treated?
At night in my bed, before I sleep,
I dig out the pain, that’s buried deep.
A pain that I can’t seem to move on from,
This pain cries out to only one.
I let myself fall, into something called love.
This pain makes me realize that I shouldn’t of.
The pain I hold inside, each night it makes me cry.
It burns my eyes, through out the day,
I fight back tears in every way.
I look at you, and don’t know how to react,
The pain inside me cries- I want you back.
I want to hold you and never let go,
The pain within me wants you to know
-viAn.feE|inG.thE paiN-
I learnt a lesson in my life
And I learnt the hard way
I don't know why I used to fall in love
With the wrong kind
Why I suffer so much pain
But I only had myself to blame
Then you came
And you make a time to show me
Love shouldn't have to hurt
To feel good
It's such a revelation
With you I can be myself
And I know it should
Don't have to cry
Don't have to fight
Don't have to die
Not after tonight
Show me
Love (Love)
Doesn't have to hurt to feel good
Well darling now it seems to me
Like I've always known you
But I still shudder
When I think back
On the lonely times
I used to keep all my feelings inside
From your eyes I have nothing to hide
Baby you came
And you make a time to show me
Thursday, November 06, 2003
hMmmMm.. nuthi mUch 2daE was s|acking thE whO|e daE at hOmE watChinG vCd ...
jUx crEatEd friEndstEr aCcOunt... |oL
aDdinG Pp| nOw daMn piSsEd |a iSh so daMn |aGginG!!!!~
haiX...
-viAn.rEcovErinG-
jUx crEatEd friEndstEr aCcOunt... |oL
aDdinG Pp| nOw daMn piSsEd |a iSh so daMn |aGginG!!!!~
haiX...
-viAn.rEcovErinG-
Tuesday, November 04, 2003
hMmMm.. k thE timE nOW iSh 3.53aM .. on|i pErsOn on|ine "JUSTIN"... |OL
went out 2dae wif jolene.justin.terence they a||... met quite |ate abt 5++ ate dinner etc...
met pau|ine went home 2gether...was her day out wif amanda .diana.etc...
at parkway was |ike damn pissed |a... hEarD aBt sUn|YnN te||inG Pp| thT i'm aTt 2 hEr whEn i'm nOrt... dEn in thE eNd shE exp|ain saEinG thT iT waS aCtua||y sOmE miSundErstaNdinG iSh aCtua||y shE tO|d hEr frEnx thT it waS a drEam ... aNd so watEVEr ... caN't bE bOthEr... i nOE i'm nOrt kan |e yUpx...
enjoy the day at parkway thou was main|y wa|king wa|king and wa|king...
reach bus-stop sae budbye 2 justin ... we part there...
and tht terence was |ike damn mafan |a we |ike reach the bus-stop a|dready den ask if we can accompany him back to parkway 2 co||ect his spec...was in prEtTy gOOd mOod tht's why i sae ook |or...den being so damn bad of him sae "wOw.sO.gOod.arH" -rathEr.piSsEd.thOu- some1 ca||ed him on his phone being "chEekY" of me when to disturb him kEke~
feE|inG daMn uncOmfOrtab|e nOw... jUx finiSh "pUkinG"
waS driNkinG jUx nOw thinK thT iSh thE maiN rEasOn...haix -baD.drinKer-
caN't fa|| as|eEp... thinking.and.thinking.of.mani.mani.things...
sha|| stay at home and be a mOmmi's gur| fer the next few daes... tired of going out... being so krazie the past few days ... going out |ike nobody business... |oL ...
no one ish contro||ing me kEkE ... cause exam ish over~ and i was promoted ... tht's why no 1 seem to be contro|ing me haha... the fEe|iNG iSh damn grEat!!!~
i miss him...
why must i fa|| in |ove wif a guy tht dun even noe i |ove him...
i dun noe his fee|ings fer me but...
it wi|| remain in mystery...
wen zi jian qing wei he wu~
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went out 2dae wif jolene.justin.terence they a||... met quite |ate abt 5++ ate dinner etc...
met pau|ine went home 2gether...was her day out wif amanda .diana.etc...
at parkway was |ike damn pissed |a... hEarD aBt sUn|YnN te||inG Pp| thT i'm aTt 2 hEr whEn i'm nOrt... dEn in thE eNd shE exp|ain saEinG thT iT waS aCtua||y sOmE miSundErstaNdinG iSh aCtua||y shE tO|d hEr frEnx thT it waS a drEam ... aNd so watEVEr ... caN't bE bOthEr... i nOE i'm nOrt kan |e yUpx...
enjoy the day at parkway thou was main|y wa|king wa|king and wa|king...
reach bus-stop sae budbye 2 justin ... we part there...
and tht terence was |ike damn mafan |a we |ike reach the bus-stop a|dready den ask if we can accompany him back to parkway 2 co||ect his spec...was in prEtTy gOOd mOod tht's why i sae ook |or...den being so damn bad of him sae "wOw.sO.gOod.arH" -rathEr.piSsEd.thOu- some1 ca||ed him on his phone being "chEekY" of me when to disturb him kEke~
feE|inG daMn uncOmfOrtab|e nOw... jUx finiSh "pUkinG"
waS driNkinG jUx nOw thinK thT iSh thE maiN rEasOn...haix -baD.drinKer-
caN't fa|| as|eEp... thinking.and.thinking.of.mani.mani.things...
sha|| stay at home and be a mOmmi's gur| fer the next few daes... tired of going out... being so krazie the past few days ... going out |ike nobody business... |oL ...
no one ish contro||ing me kEkE ... cause exam ish over~ and i was promoted ... tht's why no 1 seem to be contro|ing me haha... the fEe|iNG iSh damn grEat!!!~
i miss him...
why must i fa|| in |ove wif a guy tht dun even noe i |ove him...
i dun noe his fee|ings fer me but...
it wi|| remain in mystery...
wen zi jian qing wei he wu~
-viAn.fEe|ing.siCk-
hMmMm.. waS oUt the whO|e daE aGain takE bUs dUn nOe hOw maNi timEs siA 2daE...
mEt jErE in thE aftErnOon sUpPosE to gO p|aY bOw|inG ... bUt waS f|oOdEd wiF Pp|
whEn UppEr finD finD diOn thEy a||...aftEr thT whEn tO tOoK nEoprinT etC..
aFteR biShaN whEn 2 gRaNdmA hOusE 2Nd unC|e fEtCh mE tO mOmMi OfFiCe takE hOusE kEy caUsE nv brinG wOr~ momMi bOuGht a prEciOus mOmEnts tOwe| fEr mE HAha!!~ |Ub it maN sO nicE siA!!~
hmMmmM... thiNk sha|| eNd hErE...
mEt jErE in thE aftErnOon sUpPosE to gO p|aY bOw|inG ... bUt waS f|oOdEd wiF Pp|
whEn UppEr finD finD diOn thEy a||...aftEr thT whEn tO tOoK nEoprinT etC..
aFteR biShaN whEn 2 gRaNdmA hOusE 2Nd unC|e fEtCh mE tO mOmMi OfFiCe takE hOusE kEy caUsE nv brinG wOr~ momMi bOuGht a prEciOus mOmEnts tOwe| fEr mE HAha!!~ |Ub it maN sO nicE siA!!~
hmMmmM... thiNk sha|| eNd hErE...
Monday, November 03, 2003
yEstErdaE nitEx uSEd phOnE ti|| 4aM ++ iN thE mOrninG... |OtS OF Pp| waS in at diFf tiME Of thE cOnfErnCe Pp| |ikE...maRianNE jO|enE etC..
tOt Of ca||ing jiaYinG.wEi|in.aNd.haNnah. to confERnCe waN dEn |ikE qUitE |atE |e think thEy fa|| as|EEp sO nV ca||
hE ca||ed mE yEstErdaE nitEx
hiS ca|| waS rEjEctEd ... part|y caUSE waS toKinG in anOthEr cOnfErnCe cOnvEr wiF jO|ene.jUstin.tErEnCE
tOta||Y gibEn Up... kEkE
2daE waS Out thE whO|e daE daMn tirEd sIA going tO zZZzZz sOon...
tOt Of ca||ing jiaYinG.wEi|in.aNd.haNnah. to confERnCe waN dEn |ikE qUitE |atE |e think thEy fa|| as|EEp sO nV ca||
hE ca||ed mE yEstErdaE nitEx
hiS ca|| waS rEjEctEd ... part|y caUSE waS toKinG in anOthEr cOnfErnCe cOnvEr wiF jO|ene.jUstin.tErEnCE
tOta||Y gibEn Up... kEkE
2daE waS Out thE whO|e daE daMn tirEd sIA going tO zZZzZz sOon...
Sunday, November 02, 2003
hmMm.. nV pOst fEr 2 daE...
waS at graNdma hOusE ...
rEsu|t waS nOrt takEn back ... i waS prOmotEd to sEc 3 ..
bUt waS infOrmEd whiCh k|aSs wi|| i bE in
i'm in art k|aSs!!!...yuPx...nExt saT dEn takE back rEsu|t...
wEnt tO dO mY haiR ...rEbOrninG... haIr-trEatmEnt...aNd... haiRcUt... yUpx
hMmMmMm habEn toK to hiM fEr a |Ong timE..
dEcidEd to giB Up ...
nO pOint |UbinG a pErsOn tHt dOesn't |Ub u
nO pOint miShinG a pErsOn thT dOesn't miSh u
nO pOint waitinG fEr a pErsOn thT dOesn't waNt u
nO pOint... nO pOint... at a||...
iSh bEttA tO |Ub a pErsOn ,thT |ub u mOrE thEn u |Ub him
at |eaSt u feE| thE |Ub
at |eaSt u fEe| bEinG trEasurEd...
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waS at graNdma hOusE ...
rEsu|t waS nOrt takEn back ... i waS prOmotEd to sEc 3 ..
bUt waS infOrmEd whiCh k|aSs wi|| i bE in
i'm in art k|aSs!!!...yuPx...nExt saT dEn takE back rEsu|t...
wEnt tO dO mY haiR ...rEbOrninG... haIr-trEatmEnt...aNd... haiRcUt... yUpx
hMmMmMm habEn toK to hiM fEr a |Ong timE..
dEcidEd to giB Up ...
nO pOint |UbinG a pErsOn tHt dOesn't |Ub u
nO pOint miShinG a pErsOn thT dOesn't miSh u
nO pOint waitinG fEr a pErsOn thT dOesn't waNt u
nO pOint... nO pOint... at a||...
iSh bEttA tO |Ub a pErsOn ,thT |ub u mOrE thEn u |Ub him
at |eaSt u feE| thE |Ub
at |eaSt u fEe| bEinG trEasurEd...
-viAn.giB.Up-