Friday, October 31, 2003
bEen |Ocked oUtsidE k|aSs 2daE... waS wa|kinG rOund thE who|e sCh carrYinG mY pi||Ow kEke
aCtua||y 2daE sUpposE 2 sEe mS kOh wEdDinG piCtUrEs... bUt shE nV cOmE... if nOe i pOn-taN sCh sIa siCkeninG!!~
hAix... 2daE iSh thE fOrtH daE wE diD'nt cOntaCt eaCh othEr...
miSsinG him...
You are the sun in my sky
You are the water that I drink,
In order to survive.
You are the tears that I cry
When I am alone at night.
You are my one,
And you are my all
You are the one for me
But to you,
I am nothing more
Than a tiny little star,
One of many
That shines in your sky at night.
I am hoping that some how through some sort of miracle that you will be able to some how gain a sense of just how much you mean to me !!!
-viAn.wAitinG.fEr.miRac|e-
3:35 PMsecret`told
Thursday, October 30, 2003
hmMmmM... 2daE haB baNd ti|| 5.30 sUppOsE to bE 4.30?
thinK waS thE 1sT timE i rEa|i gEt intO praticE wiF thE sEctiOn ...
bUt waS sti|| p|aYinG... aNd |aUgHinG...kEkE
miSsinG hiM bad|y... waS cOuntinG dOwn thE daEs i nV toK to hIm...
3 daEs nOw... haix...
You brighten up the moon and stars at night
you lite up all the things that didn't seem rite
you are my fantasy, my love at first site
keep me seeing rainbows that always look rite
Bringin new meaning to every day and nite of my life
You are my everything, you are mY dEarEst "
hIm"
-viAn.coUntinG.dOwn-
4:39 AMsecret`told
Wednesday, October 29, 2003
hMmMmMm... 2daE kaNna pUniSh frOm p|aYinG pOkKEr caRds...
wEnt hOmE st8 frOm sCh aNd thE samE usua| thinG happEn ...
s|eEpinG timE!!~ HAha
miSsinG him ... nV tOk hiM fEr 2daEs whiCh feE|s |iKe 2yEars.. haiZ
I'm thinking bout you again.
I miss you badly
and wish you were here with me.
My soul knows no rest
even when I sleep,
because I dream about you
and imagine how great it would be
if you were here with me.
Without you,
I feel like a part of my heart is missing
Every day I tell myself to move on
and I try to pretend that I'm happy,
but it's just not true.
I'm alone and blue,
because you're not here with me.
At night I get down on my knees
and pray for brighter days.
I know that the sunshine I need is on the way,
because i know u r always there for me.
but Its also True that Yes !! I Miss U !!
-viAn.siCk-
3:49 PMsecret`told
Tuesday, October 28, 2003
k... hapPEninG aT sCh... wE emErgEd 2Nd fEr nEtba|| tOurnamEnt so haPPi wor~ a|thoUght nV p|aY bUt waD prOud Of oUr k|aSs ~
wEnt Out wif pau|inE to biShaN 2daE.. |ol
thE who|e bUs waS fi||ed wiF |auGhtEr ... kEkE
wE tOok nEopriNt dEn ... pau|inE aSk mE aCt kUtE... shiT hEr!!~
aNd shE nv HAhA watEVer but tuRn oUt to bE nicE...kEkE
wE tOok wiF char|enE aNd eUdOra 2...hAha
camE baCk frOm thErE aNd mY JOurnEy hOmE waS |iKe sO damN |OnG ... abOut 1hOur? and i a|mOst s|ept in thE bUs too tirEd siA...
camE hOmE aNd s|ept |ikE a piGgY fEr 3 hOurS? bEt i kaNnot s|EEp 2nitEx aGain...
aNd sha|| paRt hOme fEr sCh st8..
.... thInk i sha|| eNd hErE
-viAn.eNdEd.wiF.|auGhtEr-
3:37 PMsecret`told
Monday, October 27, 2003
waS s|aCking thE who|e daY 2daE
hMmMmmMm... nV sEe
hiM on|inE 2daE
nEithEr rEcEivEd
hiS ca||
nOr mSg...miSsinG
him....
|yinG On mY bEd... mY miNd wad fi||ed witH thOugHts...
thOugHts Of...
...
hiM ...baNd ... rEsu|t ... but...mOst|y
him ...
i |ub
him... misses
him... but
he dun even noe a single thing..
should i gib up? or continue |ubing
him?
i reali dun noe... i'm going krazie
cou|d someone he|p me?
he asked me out , but i rejected
am i stupid or something?
i |ub
him.. but i rejected
what am i doing?
i hab to hide my fee|ings
from everyone... even
him
why ish this so?
cou|d someone ans me?
-viaN.|UbinG.hiM.iN.si|enCe-
3:43 PMsecret`told
Sunday, October 26, 2003
waS out thE who|e aftErnOon 2daE...
whEn fEr haiR-trEatmEnt...
hMmmm... hE madE my daE 2daE...kEkE
miSsinG hiM wOr~ wiSh thT hE was waS hErE...
i fa||inG in |ub wiTh hIm!!~ "yEsh, i'm " OhhH mY... |ol...
admitting how I feel on you
its hard for me to do
especially when it comes to you
cause I am still confused
but I still like you
I admit no matter what kind
of anger comes from me
its mostly frustration
on these feelings I feel
admitting how I feel I still like you
what can I say
my heart is still with you all the way
-viAn.driftEd.frOm.rEa|itY-
2:10 PMsecret`told
Friday, October 24, 2003
thOugHts Of yoU fi||ed mY miNd...
whY dO i sti|| drEam Of yOu?
whY dO i sti|| wiSh yOU wErE hErE?
whY dO i sti|| |OnG to sEe yOu?
whY dO i sti|| wiSh yOu wErE nEar?
i dUn nOe waD iSh hapPeninG
i dunnOe waD to dO
bUt i noE oNE thIng fEr sUrE
i waS infatUatEd bY yOu
bUt nOw. it's nOrt sO c|eaR
hOw u fee| abOut mE
mY hEart waS c|osEd fEr gOod
bUt i waS sUrE u haB thE kEy
onE minUtE,
fEr mE u sEemEd 2 carE
dEn thE nExt minUte
u aCt aS if i'm nOrt evEn thErE
i dun nOe waD to dO
i dUn waNna thInK aBt you
bUt thE faCt iSh i sti|| |Ub you
miSsinG yOu dEep|y...
-viAn.miSsEs.hiM-
4:04 PMsecret`told
